Saturday, January 31, 2009
sucky sea swater
-picture credits to Gina (:haha !
Today I was free from danger & stress free :D
Went to J8 to meet Kak Yaya, as my 'starting-to-be' usual Saturdays, Dragon Boating .
We skipped the running part (: hahaha
Taxi trip was funny, Kak Yaya kept on mentioning 'Alexendra MRT' when it was suppoe to be 'Lavender MRT' . hahahah !
Lucky the taxi driver is a cool driver ;D
Priscilla was penting bcs she ran more then 4 km with Benedict . HAHAHAH !!
Training was okay . My posture is no longer pure (ohh-ohh) .
Doing some warm-ups at home to keep in shape, wouldn't want the boat to survive on one side .
OUH !! The boat was slanting one side ! I am a left-rower, so my left side was heavy .
I feel FAT, wait ... I am (sadly) ...
After training, went to Plaza Singapura with Benedict, Kak Yaya, Priscilla, Benedict, Nat , and uhhh, (damn I forgot his name) .
The food got me on the 'going-to-barf-SOON' mode . Really not spicy .. eeeee .
Then went to YAMAHA, hahaha, the guys and Nat, they played bloody musical instruments . DARN ! and piano . urgh ...
haha, the guys were goofing abt with the guitar and then we went to this other parts, somewhat like a school of music, haha .
They played piano and yeah, played well, and I was envious .
What to do, my parents are against my sibs to play music ....
BCS music is Satanics exposure . wthh ...
Benedict, you better teach me flute ... wait, i must get my own flute ..
secretly ... hahaha . and I saw this WHITE GUITAR, acoustic I think, 1,300 bucks . awesome price .
But I would rather costomize my own like that .
OUHHHHH ! . I wanna get a Customized Crupler Bag in Australia (:
That would widen up my smile for the whole year !!
Ouh, Kallang River is getting saltier . eeeeee .
hahaha, i must catch up with the pace . Speed need to improve and twisting .
(:
I LOVE TODAY !
Tuition with Abg Hasan . Planned to transfer to Beatty but I will miss ODAC .
Soo, I must keep some suggetions to that .
Friday, January 30, 2009
Suckurp
Damn being absent sucks .
I wanna enjoy English class and screw POA test mark . I am 100%-ly sure I am gonna take the re-test . What to doo, I left the first page blank . Whole Page :D
My body was covered up in rashes, so was forced to stay home by mom . sheeecks !
Wen't to the doctor, get medication and off home .
Well, school was okay, lessons am able to catch up (:
Self-Study always ROCKS !
The reason why I wanna go to school today was mostly bcs Kak Irra wanna teach me POA .
I am telling you, I suffered !
& Geography, I swear I don't understand a single topic, when I flipped through Jared's history book, HELL ! I understood what's being shared . shooot*
Spend time on comp, and revising my work ...
Trying hard to ignore family situation ;D
Thanks PEOPLE !
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
There's too many title
I was given an awesome scolding from my mom .
Smart . (trying hard not to insult my family)
Yesterday, I saw the Eclipse, cool thing .
Urm, had a cousin gathering & it's an occasion for my bro who is getting married this October and also of the day of the Eclipse .
I passed out after seeing the Eclipse, I was the only one who witness out of the many people in my house .
So, yeah, school's driving me nuts . I am taking things to hard, and it's hypnotizing me .
Sadly . *uhhhh*
As usual, I just wish I could runaway from home .
What's the use of going home with high hopes, & once your enter home, all your hopes were wasted .
Plus, just when I thought my dreams were getting close to me, instead, not drifting, its GONE .
Sad huh, my one CHANCE of getting my own life has GONE .
What's the use of being optimistic when all of it were being wasted .
Thinking that the OX year is gonna make a huge difference in my life, but the horns pierce me hard .
I am trying my best to be strong, praying every single second of my life .
Just as I thought 2009, year of happiness, became the year which is not worth existing for me .
My family is falling apart . FALLING APART .
DO they even notice ?
DO they even FnCKING REALISE that I am breathing a polluted air within the walls ?
Studying with my brother, made a lil easy .
Sadly, he'll be living under a different roof then mine .
I am giving up with my family alr . Soo much of thier empty promises .
Making me put on a high hope for ntg . piece of shit .
The reason why i blogged very little it's mostly, ntg interesting is worth sharing, a nightmare is more like it .
The only best part would be hanging out with my seniors & friends .
I just wish I could be adopted by a well-off family & there, I wanna go chase back the dream which have run away from me .
& to Ryuk, get well soon dude (:
Friday, January 23, 2009
Nightmares
A few weeks in school & more then ten years of living .
I can't expect more then just a bumpy road ahead of me .
I dont know what got into me . My life has been a death bed .
Not too sure how to handle it .
From family problems, to studies, & then friends .
Harsh .... *vroooooooooooooooooooooom*
Kinda made me weak and go on a high trip to death .
Thanks Jolyn, Benjy, Mushira, Fasya, Gina, Cheryl & Ryuk .
I have been wanting to outcast myself from GYSS .
But I am a coward to do soo . I am running away from my problems rather then to settle it .
Thanks Biggy for your support and Kak Teratai (:
This week, I cried most of the time .
Misunderstandings and eager of ones heart just pisses me off .
I dont know why but we are drifting apart ....
Friday, January 9, 2009
bushy !
Updating soon . Chaging blogskin . Please bare with it after two weeks (:
I am not gonna blog for two sweet long weeks :D
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Previous old blog deleted
Bahhh ! I accidentally deleted my blog ):
I wanted to delete my old one but accidentally pressed the wrong one !
hhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !
I need all my picsss !
I have lost my memory card !
NOOOOOOOOOO
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