I'll be gone for i don't know how long.
Time change and it hurts alot.
I don't know which is 'true' anymore bcs right now, Giving Up's one thing.
What other false hopes that may occur, i may not know.
Just missed letting out my passion and running wildly.
Things changed - I've changed.
Am I going to continue climbing? Continue paddling? Continue running?

"A day without a laugh is a wasted day" - Charles Chaplin

Three Days Raya, I'm close to 400 bucks =)
Saving 280 bucks, rest gonna spend ^^V
My hair looked fuck-ed up. Just cut it and I look like a Freak Freak (!)
I have Helia crying over it and Jerome nagging over me -,-

Helia Reason: To see me in long hair soo that she could do 'Scorpion' on it.
I say: You'll be back in 2 years time =.= My hair would be around my arse there alr.
Jerome Reason: He'll be able to pull when we're playing catching.
I Say: I'm gonna pull you pubic hair if you never close those gaps! x)

Psycho told me to have confidence just like Agyness Deyn.
Check up on her if you haven't, you've lost track of time.. HAHAH! (look who's talkin')
Oh soo much happened! HAHAH! Though Raya sucks this year, I've still got my EOY to achieve on.
That'll be a great excitement if i get satifying scores =DD
I'm frowning bcs my awesome hair sucks has been ruined! BADLY!
Have to start accepting Psy's taste alr =\
Love the world~



[EDITED @ 02:15 am]
Stop trying to insult me when you're no diff =)
To be frank, I mix with 'them' mainly bcs I feel part of them.
THEM & Me, we share alot in common. Get that right.
Oh! I'm sorry if I used to be in a soo-called-'RELATIONSHIP' with your boyfriend.
I'm sorry that OUR FEELINGS JUST EXIST FOR EACH OTHER =DD
But after awhile, I could only SEE HIM AS A FRIEND/BROTHER, not mooore~
Great huh.. Yeah, I am stranded in GYSS, a Public School.
Soo? At least the people there are awesome-er than your snobbish suck-ups.
I got GREAT Seniors from Graduates and going-to-Graduates, I got GREAT Friends who share joys and laughter, I got GREAT Juniors who laughs even when my jokes were lame.
Yeah, I admit, I'mma PISSER. Especially to you, I'll make you PISS in YOUR PANTS.
One thing, to tell you straight:
I live this life to breathe and to survive & for sure, I don't wanna survive with ya.

You might be wondering why I'm typing this much..
Bcs I'm trying to make myself SLEEP. Talking abt her sure is boooooRING!
My sleeping pill should work in a few mins/hours time!

Toodles, got school later and photo taking =\ Sheesh My Hair!
Oh, Don't cry `Hel & shush Jerome.

Selamat Hari Raya
Yes, first day was a killer.
Blisters makes it hard for me to talk or even swallow my drugs.
*bite lips*
Six ulcers, I think another two is revealing itself soon bcs I'm feeling some pain.
On my left cheek & my left Gum =\
Now, I'm being impatient both of my parents sides coming to my house.
Same goes to Grandmoms friends ^^,
Good thing I bought flat shoes for Raya this year =) No more Heels!
HAHAHA! I think imma have a good laugh at Psycho this year!!! x)
Gonna spoil a little of my time for Mathematics..
Even drinking is hard!

Friday's Here!



Tmr's a month. Sunday's Hari Raya Puasa & I'm digging my hmwks.
I'm having my freedom to go back to school BY BUS by Next Tuesday! =)
The mood for the Festive month, it's not there.
I'm having 6 freaking ulcers & I can't even munch nor swallow.
Went to school for the sake of Social Studies, as usual.
Have been revising MORE of mathematics than any other subs -.-
I hate school x(
Pills are just killing me and I can't even swallow the pill for crying out loud!

BTW Selamat Hari Raya =D

Imma bake now. Wish me luck!
(Don't wanna burn my skin too much =\)

GONE


Won't be blogging that much.
Busy wit EOY!, Class Test, Studies & Homeworks.
I am becoming hardworking~
Oh, this shall be a good news!
*jumps around the house*
Screw, I need help in POA =/

`till then

SCREW YOU!


Tension Headache

I don't want to survive with Chronic Tension.
FXCK vomiting and fever!
Ended up making a HUGE dissapointment & I have the rights to be GUILTY.
Missed a step & *BOOOOM* everything goes wrong.
Sleeping pills & Muscle Relief works too much.
Night have been (toooo)cold and I've been giving out cold sweats.
Even without Fan & Air-Conditioner.
Months after medication, nothing seems to work.
The pain is really killing me thoroughly through my brains and slowly spreading.
Even expensive drugs seems useless and sleeping pills.
I'm causing too much trouble & money have been flying out.
Can SOMEONE guillotine my head!?!
Screeching pain *again*

KILL ME!


Drug Addict.

OH FXCKZ!


I am NOT FREE this whole week & I've already made plans to some EXTREMELY IMPORTANT (errm...) plans =/
Aawww SHUCKS!
Gimme a break =( Needa Study *scratching head*

-23 July 2008
(loved Nur Elyssa & Rattna Seri Dewi)

BTW; HAPPY TURNING 13 YEARS OLD RABIAH!
Spend your teenage life with full of joyous memories ;D
All the best in the near future babe! See you real SOON.

I'm gaining weight! x( Chest pain eh.. Weeks of previous work-outs.
How I miss intense training =/ Gonna hit back Dragonboating after EOY's =D
Little Miss Awesome's gonna be BACK IN ACTION!
Big Biggy told me not to watch American Dad when Family Guy is Better =)
Feel like going out to study.. Aaaahhh~ Gorilla HAVE to tutor me in my POA since I suck BADLY at it.
I hope I won't be dead before you even know it xP
Neeeeedda go OUT! Real badly.. Outdoors calling me & Nature IS addictive to me.
Craving for Italian Specialities out of the blues..

Okay. I have to Re-Edit everything. Don't bother asking =)
Report cards results were ugley as there are TWO HORRENDOUS outcome results =|
N(A) uses Numbers to grade but I'll make things complicated. I'll be using Express Standard =)
a1 c6 a1 f9 b3 c5
Try guessing on the subjects.
Homeworks: POA, Social Studies(E-Learning -.-) and CME.
OH and ONE cool thing! Helia sent me this video to try it in Singapore at Night =D
ILY sooo much~ HAHA.



Waddayathink?! Once I get my DSLR.. That's it, PASS MY EOY!
Did I mention my exams starts on the 5th of October? HAHAH! Early huh.
Gonna buck up with my Science Combination, POA and (sad to say) Malay =/
My mom bends me from going out and Celebrate Hari Raya with friends, only family.
A punishment for being going out too much with friends *teeeehheeee*
Hey, I did some studying tooooooooo =)
GeeeHeeee. I made Jolyn Lai happy for getting into OBS ^-^
& I seriously want Benjy to go along. He has the potential while I can't see what the other teachers see in this one punkhead dunk that he's able to go..
Seriously, just replace him with Benjy. Not being biased, but seriously, a (maybe) soon-to-be leader IS NEVER a suck-up, noob, dickhead & boastful.
Oh Wellah, 9th November to 13th November @ Pulau Ubin.
Experiencing Nature and EXTREME High Elements x) WICKED AWESOME!!!
2 more month, I can get my hands on a NEW PHONE! Finally~
Might consider changing my number xP
Hols might be sucky, anyone to have study and entertainment with me?
HEHEHEHE* Just don't make me go to the library would be cool.
Should know I hate that place ALOT! x)

Going to Elyssa's house lata's!
School was just, MAD.
& my results fo Social Studies, Mathematics and English smiles WIDE upon me!
Sadly, I think Imma see an UGLEY 5 on my report card tmr =|
Thanks Malay Language for that -.-
Let's just wait for tmr =D
Jump for Joy or Jump Off a Building.
Oh welllllzaaa, I feel tremendously weak.
Trust me, ask me to climb at least once, I'll pull a muscle fast or worst, TEAR!
*jeng jeng jenggggggg*
SALONPAS sucks, real badly.. Gonna start trusting on guards already.
THAT ONE WEEK HOLS. Wait, I am already starting to get busy this whole week.
BUAHAHAH~ I don't feel safe around Singapore anymore.
It's either i'gonna puke, You wouldn't wanna know the reason =)

Ray & Racheal insult Singapore Trenders for GOOD!
Yesterdays Tainingwas fun at the same time, pain.
Good thing Avery's message woke the crap outta me. Rushed and Bus-ed.
Climb Asia, tried DYNO-ing.. hug failure. MASSIVE!
Did the same thing over and over again until blisters were formed & my skin tore.
Drama-mama(s) again on top of the bouldering GYM.
SOo urm..
1 hour of Camwhoring & Chatting, 5 hours of training,hanging & climbing..
Soo, a total of 6 hours in Climb Asia -,-
Muscle ache. Burger King @ Plaza Singapura for Breaking Fast =D
HAHAH x) Just love the girls.
Oh! Screw the prefects. I have to do the SAME DUTY until this Friday!
Gimme a BREAK for crying out loud *scoffs*
Right, now waking up is hard. Sleeping's EVEN harder.
What's there more to face? AHHHH, NO training tmr, THANK YOU for saving my blisters & muscle aches!

I think Selena makes a Good influence than Miley. WAIT! That's true.. I think

I am VERY ancient.. My friends introduced me to this song by sang by Adam Young of Owl City.
It's been soooooo long since I've last isten to thier songs!