VIVIDITY! paint my world
Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.
Monday, August 31, 2009
best talla vista

Teachers Day today.

Seems like my energy were really wasted.
Early in the morning, I ended up sprinting my arse up from one station to another.
Standing by the Traffic Light was a huge retarded~ness.
Performance, aye.. MCee's did well =D Performance, uhhh... my thought abt it nvr change since Sec 1.
Extremely worn off. Have to cancel every plans I have today.
Wouldn't wanna get even tired and get my tummy aching, unpleasent.
CLIMB ASIA tomorrow (^-^) I'll be BreakingFast outside~ Yesssa!
Climb Asia tonight, cancelled. No one seems free & I am weak.

No more self-thought messages though!
*piung*


Sunday, August 30, 2009
Oh Crud much

HAHAH!
Previous post, anyone read them? Please keep it low. Thanky Whanky.
Oh!! I hate my skin tone now.
Tanning anyone? I miss the SUN.
Tmr's school & Tuesday Holiday which means CLIMBING @ Climb Asia!
Mad awesome >)
Feel like breaking fast out of home.. Wanna take advantage of Tuesday.
As the seniors are living, GYSS feels like some Dump School for the Retards.
Oh Welleeerrm, my Facebook is DEAD and gonna scram to the Cinema's soon~

Watched 'Orphan' last night.. HAHAH! Quite sick but I just LOVE the violence part~!


Saturday, August 29, 2009
I can't take it slow


Bleak. I might get back to touching Rock Tiles on Monday =D
Gonna pay a visit to Climb Asia on Monday and Tuesday.
I'll be damn busy then (YESSA!)
Since I'm gonna be pre-occupied next week. I'm gonna do the CCA tee LATEST die-die Next Week.
Yes I miss climbing real badly. Thanks to my fever I skipped jogging yesterday =(
Oh wow, I am blogging @ 01:35 am.. Can't sleep bcs the moronic doctor gave me sleeping pills which work the reverse way for me..
Doing random stuff lately and I kept myself quiet at home since boredom landed on me not too long ago.
Geylang today morning and breaking fast at Grandmoms (?) I wonder what trouble I might face sooner or later =|

Gonna kick the bed off tooodles & I love fasting month!






We'll be apart, be excited.
`Dian


Friday, August 28, 2009
have a piece of my heart

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN TAN
Thank you for being an awesome friend, great senior & a kind-hearted soul.
Three years of friendship, thanks for all of your prayers and motivations =)
Your sarcasm would be dearly missed. Thank You~


Today was prefectly alright. Maths Over All results was overwhelming!
Girls top 4 Benjy top 5 x) PeiQi,EvelynLam,CharisTan,DianFarhanah,BenjaminTan.
After school, crapped with Shandy, Sheryln, Sherilyn & Chloe.
HAHAH! Home-ed felt giddy and was having Fever; 38.1
Ended up missing the doctor, so I slept to keep me cool. 2 Cotton Blanket wasn't enough.
Thought of going Natural Rock Climbing tmr with Gorilla organised by some Islamic Organisation but uhh, I get dehydrated easily =(
Alrightos, I wanna study Mathematics & Physics!!


WATCH!






Just once, I wish we could talk.
`Dian


Thursday, August 27, 2009
smile even if it's breaking

To that Allzacfrie.A, Avenile.J, Sammie, Buddy, Mark, Heaven(Heeve), Olivia, Helia, Max, Li-Ray Royce, Jerome Lee Royce, Jublee, Destiny, Freddy, Ame Francies and Suriani Suriana(Nasi):

Keep on moving bcs you're strong. Keep on believing bcs that's what you lived for. Keep on achieving bcs you can get it. Keep on living bcs the road up ahead is far more interesting than what it is now.
You have been a great friend to many but yet, you've create a huge impact on me to make me change for the better and not thinking of the Negativity. You gave me the passion to keep on moving and experience every day life and I've come to realise that everyday is worth attending for. Once you missed it, you drop down a level down. I'll never forget you, and I promise I won't. Thank you guys for being such awesome people. I have loads more to say but now, even if I'm crying out tears of 'sadness' I actually did not regret a single second of it. I believe that I can make it, and I will. All those support you guys gave me all this while, I've taken it deep into my heart. Those hugs, funs, kisses, laughters, tears, smiles, goofing off, partying and friendships has made me realise that everything in life shall not be left behind.

"Grab every chance given. Use it for goods and protect from evils.
If you think you are strong, you are strong.
Nobody is weak, not even the fatties.
Keep on believing bcs you'll make it to that door of your own.
You don't need to follow a path or any shit, make one you OWN and LET people follow that trail of yours"


Read this now bcs Imma save it as 'Draft' in the next 5 days or soo. Any comments, I'll be replying it all through my dianfarhanah@gmail.com =D
Thank you guys. All this while, the fun experiences I had and the adventure i've been through, it has open soo many choices for me now. Thank You ;D
All the best for your educations, business, family, friends, relationships and life.
Love you all!


With love;
Dian Farhanah a.k.a Ian / Oegi


spinner

Mixed up emotions today =/

SAD - bcs I can't go Training @ Climb Asia.
HAPPY - bcs I am no longer the MC for Teachers Day
ANNOYED - bcs I went Geylang and was forced to shop.
ZEST - bought my Hari Raya Baju and I am only left with the Tudung & Broches.
CRANKY - Lack of sleep and I look like a retarded Zombie in class.
RELIEF - I manage to control my emotions
PATHETIC - Helia left for Autralia, back to her homeland =( & I am TEARING! DAMN you~

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh- ntg has been alright. I just needa place to cool down. Away from stress.
I can go crazy..
Gah, I don't even have the appetite to even BreakFast =|
Sorry mates who were hoping to see me on the stage, I'm not ready an like I've said, my mom hates me to be on the Stage..
Although I did escape once for it =DDDDDDDD Love You Mom! Happy Mothers Day in Advance!!

bleak



Not sure why I'm always embarrassed infront of you
`Dian


Wednesday, August 26, 2009
eeeeefats!

After recess, that's when REAL lessons starts =)
She made me loose my temper for the fasting month. She don't know how tempting I was to throw the bunsen burner at her face and a lighter next.
Bloody jerk, I shall keep my cool and keep my tendency of pouring out vulgars abt her.
Although matter was small, SHE was one of the reason why my class receive a bad name. My mates were cool but she became the BIG A-HOLE jerk to ruin it all.
Seriously, don't kill us students, go to the Fairprice and work there, you'll have the least stress & VERY LITTLE TENDENCY of sprinkling out DIRTS from those mouths of hers.
Seriously, I have had enough of this sh-ts that she's giving my classmates and I.
If she happen to be my Sci-Chem cher again for next year, Pray for me. If my Form Teacher, Pray while digging my graveyard for me please.

HEH!
School was Fun, especially POA and Physics ;D
Break Fast and I feel like I'm on a diet, ate porridge, watermelon, longan and Banana.
=/ Sounds wierd to me.
I can't sleep and always feel leepy, headache occur, Oh-God!





I think I just realise.
`Dian


Tuesday, August 25, 2009
oh flunk high

I AM ABSENT FROM SCHOOL!
I am even quite happy to get away from training once.
No bcs of the team mates, I get stressed out each time I can't climb.
Today, there's test from what I know there's only.. Physics Test (?)
Gonna go to the doctors soon..
Thought of paying a visit to POPULAR to get my 10 years series..
& find my USB wire for my MP3 PLUS the earpiece.
Helia & `Oliv are awesome entertainers!! Gah but not in Sing.
(Why is everybody leaving me?)
Solid Gold man.. Gonna start a necklace and place my favourites sports pendant on.
Getting my paddle pendant! ^^V





I'm just killing my luck for it~
`Dian


Monday, August 24, 2009
Fasting prayers always fullfil

I can curse myself to break my leg during this weeks climbing.
Don't wanna MC the Teachers Day Concert. I feel retarded after imagining the whole scenario.
With boxing glove on my hand and boxers shorts and tee =/ My momma gonna KILL ME if she finds out I am MC-ing on stage.
You know how my mom anti me (if I wanna be) singer, drummer, host, actress, dancer etc etc.
She just warned me abt not MC-ing on any stages, now my goosebumps are appearing. Mom damn scary!
AAAHHH~ Why am I soo stupid to even take up the place.
NOW DIAN,you're REALLY SMART!

Mr Goh's not in the good mood, and POA test I screw up just a snap. What madness.
I have to buy ass.books to guide me alr.
SOMEONE PRAY I BREAK MY LEG/ANKLE BEFORE THE CONCERT!! PRETTY PLEASEEEEEE~~~
I'll still come to school the day after the Hols +DDDDDDD


I GIVE UP!






Eye to eye? This is really taboo =(
`Dian


Sunday, August 23, 2009
keep it going

I just don't feel right these days.
Not motivated at all.
School feels like a real bitch at times but I have to put up with it.
2 POA test, 1 Physics:Reflection & Refrections, Social Studies: Northen Ireland.
Blehk to the roasted part of life. Fasting really keeps me in peaceful shape.
I have to start keeping my anger and no ranting off 'flower' languages.
Per usual, during Fasting month, mom will pull out the TV's cable to stop us from watching 'RATED' shows & sorts.
Gehh, I'll keep on working though, TWO MORE YEARS DIAN, you'll be outta.
BUT! enjoy your teenage life~
EOY is coming, after a week, then Holidays, and then 2 more weeks, EOY!
Yeay~ness, Natalie(REACH Dragon) planned to make up studying outside on either 1 or 2 of September!
Yeah, I'll be DEAD busy from next week. I have to buck up with Exams alr.
In order to stay in NA and get promoted to Sec 4 (although I still feel like a Sec 2 pupil), I have to make a move.
Ahh, life doesn't feel like it used to be =/
I seriously miss awesome times. With Reach Dragons, Jolyn Lai, Nabilah, Ching Na, Elyssa..

Gonna visit the Doctor tmr after school, I feel like CRAP come to think of it =(
When will I be free? After next weeks Monday =D After I MC the Teachers Day Concert.
& don't put on high hopes bcs I am NOT gonna be visiting FTPPS for this year =)
Peace out MOFO's!

I don't feel awesome anymore... *frowns*


I really wish you see right through me.
`Dian


Deep in sight


I miss this Old Babe of mine
Yes I was digging through my old folders =|
Good old days with this ladey, miss those times.


Had a debate with mom yesterday abt what I'll be wearing for my IC photo.
She wanted me to wear 'tudung' in it -.- My mouth dropped open automatically.
Come to think of it, I have not even have one least decent photo, except for my sec 1.
Which I look like some Crap Nerd.
Soo hhhmmm, Monday how? I don't wanna wear my sch Uni to take the IC photo.
Nonono for that kind.
& I just realise that stuffs from Korea aren't that nice to suit my taste even the price is cheap. I would rather go online shopping for US's tee brands =)
Forever 21's cheaper online! Yeah but a few buck for the shipping?
Might wanna think twice abt it.
GTG sleepz, Exams later and wish me luck for it =DDDDDD



I'm like chasing a ghost that's not even existing.
`Dian


Saturday, August 22, 2009
not a single cash of luck

YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME SHIT!
School was INCREDIBLY awesome blast. Geography made me love Maps suddenly! Like SERIOUSLY!
Quite easy though. Maths Test was insanely Fun Mentally~~ I just love Maths!
& Social Studies has never been BAD, I love Social Studies. All these subs are the reason why I came to school on Friday besides Climbing Training after school the ends early =DDDDDDDD
WoW WeW WoW!!!
Climbing has never been that awesomely great! Oh God, be it Fasting Month or Bloody Friday, I'll still go C.A.
Neh Neh~ I really love the extreme of belaying madly with the normals especially Fasyareenatul Fitri.
There's aLOT of drama-mama(s) going on the top of Bouldering GYM =D
I was drenched badly and ended up sprinting to the MRT station. Now the card Benjy made for me is in a real mess =(
It's fasting month and I am LOVIN' it ;D
Avery did his soon-to-bee normal routine on the way home. Gah, after all those climbing there's at least laughter.
Today? I am just planning to study my ass up for tmr's EOY Exams for Madrasah. Last 3 paper on one day.
Worst than a Secondary School Examination. & there's ARAB for goodness sake! Bleeeahh.
HAHAH, NAFILAH, Hair Raya should not be a cancelled trip yo~ I am lovin' it all.

HAHAHAH- I Love these days to come.




Just kept thinking & wondering if it's true of you.
`Dian


Thursday, August 20, 2009
on the right track

Okay. Duty in the morning.
Lessons were boring and Mrs Loy was absent for TWO DAYS STRAIGHT.
English was feezing cold while Social Studies was Down-to-Earth, I say! =D Mr Ko is AWESOME!
Skipped training today. My body's cramped up all over the place. Thanks to the jog.
I could barely sit still in class. I couldn't climb today.
Rushed home and Doctor told me to rest and NO MC!! Happy~
Oh Psycho was home and had Ice-Cream which was a sudden random come-up since I was bored.
Had them in Adams Road. Just for that, and Single Sec Sch boys(nerdies) polluted the place xP
Man, what a barf. Cabb-ed home and now my legs aching again.
NEAT WORK DIAN.





Given the right to see you smile was enough =)
`Dian


Wednesday, August 19, 2009
pom pom cheer freakers


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I feel like a total retard right now.
School has been a real pain with teachers screaming on the top of thier high pitch voices.
My brain was in the verge of bursting any sooner.
Oh Screw you~
I just can't wait for TMR and FRIDAY =) & Next Week Friday(end of prefects duty!!!!)
Weee HEHEHEHEHE~~~~
I think I am kinda, WHITER than I was before when I was in Dragonboating =/
Okay, lack of Vit.D will make me look dead while too many Vit.D will make me look worst than what I am now.
Last Night jog was awesome yet extremely tiring. Whole of Bishan Park I & II.
Since school hours started I can't really sit still, ARSE in pain =|
Now it's aching telling me do more jogging(My Legs). HAHAH, climbing tmr, must rest. Sorry Leg!
Yeahhh, I wanna get a 'Killer Body' and go SENTOSA and get TANNED. Foooo~! Awesome.
HAHAHAH, and maybe go dare myself to swim again =) Happiness.

Ahh, Soo many plans when Hols in 2 weeks time. Exams another few weeks to start.
WhaadaaaPonnng.
=(
I miss Kak Yaya, Pricilla(I can never forget how to spell her name ;D), Natalie, Darwyna, and Poh Ee!
Ahhhh, CRASH TRAINING SOON- LETS!
Also miss running around with pillows hitting others.. Gahhh, EXAMS la gundu.

& I dislike people who ALWAYS wanna compete. Pardon me, but it's annoying when you kept telling me what you wanna achieve and by beating in scores. I will never be your listening ear. Only to some, I prefer listening to Competes abt sports +D




Why must this be soo hard
`Dian


Monday, August 17, 2009
happy nutcase

Oh Geeezzzus.
I just made my mom thinks I've gone utterly NUTS!
Like Mentally Nuts!
Ahh, this will happen when you have an annoying sis that made you go bonkers 24/7.
Trust me, it's not a Heavenly sight.
I just hurt my head after banging my head hard on the wall. (Trying to shoo my mom off).
I can't possibily ask her to Get out of my sight of yell at her when I'm pissed and tearing alr.
Oh God, I think I just scare the crap shit out of her for the 2 time =/
Aww, man, Guilty Con. much.
Too bad, she knows I'm stressed yet she's pouring in more dirt in my mind.
*Innocent Hands UP!*
I think I overdid it =| YIkes*
Ahhh, tears rolling down =( My Head HURTS!
Stupid thing to do? Yeah, I know. Hope it won't get worst.
School tmr.... sheeesh, no fun lessons =(



Oh yeah, happy to know I'm giving up on ya.
`Dian


break kittay catty

Imma get my ass back on those tracks again soon =)
Today basically, I wanna rest first. After seeing Charis Track&Field team, I wanna get pumped up.
I miss my summer body, I had it twice! Now it's fats =(
Oh Well, Running helps to loose both muscles and fats (My bro said soo).
Geography turn out a bummer, class was noisy and I only manage to get very lil info.
POA hmwk, Maths Test end of this week, OAC tmr&Thursday(hopesoo) and Runs.
Afte school, Bishan Stadium. MAN! I miss that place!
Haven't step into it since the before the AYG Renovation Thingy =DDDDDDDDDD
AHA! Happy~ Gonna JOG JOG RUN RUN SPRINT SPRINT-
awesomessssss!!
Wanna go Climb Asia again~ Tralalalala.. My hands ALL Betta!







Just that, I am starting to loose my respect for you.
`Dian


Sunday, August 16, 2009
truck shots

What am I looking forward for this whole week?
Social Studies, Mathematics, Geography, OAC and awesome friends.
I just hate August, don't be offended those who were born in the month of August =D
Let's hope I can cope with everything yeah?
Man, I am being soo distant from my primary school friends. Yeah I hate FTPPS, up `til now.
I seriously miss being under the Hot Sun Wet =( Dragonboating yeah.
Have not iron my school uni. oh shucks =Z





Naf, SMS me if you want the link to the braces site ;D


I am not giving up, but I'm moving on.
`Dian


Saturday, August 15, 2009
sweather

Last day of of the week forced myself up just to study Humanities and sleep for the other subjects.
First Two and Last Two periods was a blast. I really enjoyed what I studied & listened.
I tried sleeping for CME but was forced to stay awake by Miss Loh. Mathematics was just too good to sleep.
Yes I really LOVE maths.
Climb Asia after school! HAHAH. Was really awesome.
Andy was for once, in Bishan =D Miss him. Was abt to meet him but he was with his worst mates. NO OFFENCE.
Avery, Samuel, Hansel, Earnest and Me. Out of the 3/4 of the team.
Climbing was awesome.
Avery and Samuel wrestling in the bouldering GYM thanks to the Mats. Eanest and Hansel doing indoor High Wall.
I tried to remember those routes Jade gave me and I manage to complete most of it =DDDDD
Blisters, Headache, Sleepy~ness and Moody swings in. Really bad for me. But heh, I still smiled.
Going home was hell. Mom and Dad really piss the crap out of me. It was Gorilla's fault and I receive part of her blame when I was INNOCENT.
Oh FUCK IT. Soo, I ignored mom's order and fall asleep to get away with all the screamings. She forced me up.
Reasons I gave her, my hands are facing some serious blisters.
ENOUGH! I have had it with this Family. From one to another, I seriously feel like sleeping over.
Once this family has settled down, I would consider going back.
Arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
Overall, I slept and smses blasted up to 15 messages the next day. HAHAHAHA. Sorry dudes.


Thanks for this vid An =)




Woke up everyday, knowing that I wouldn't be given a chance.
`Dian


Thursday, August 13, 2009
Mineral-ed Life.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEK KAILING & LAM SHING YING
love you to Bits and Pieces. Thank You for being an awesome classmate!


& to that Ass-Head, please stop comparing your life with mine. DONT say you have ever been in my shoes.
QUIT saying my life is always full of wonderful people to be with.
To be Frank, I ended up LOOSING them within a blink of an eye. Perfect Still?
I am sorry if MY SHOES are hard for you to survive in, who ask you to be in it?
Stupid for yourself than. In my shoes, not a single soul should be able to know what you're actually feeling.
A girl like you, you're nice and capable of grabbing every chances, why change? I am NOT as you think I am. I can be a REAL ass most of the time and I've changed. BIG. Babe, think again, Me Helia & `Oliv really dislike the sudden change of you being a clone of me.
Where's that girl who LOVES to tease me out of the blues? Drag me and push me into the pool? Force me to wear a Skirt on your Birthday? The WIDE smile we gave each other? & The return of my 'Whacky Wave'?
Girl, changes are not always good. You have Two choices: Live in Happiness or Leave the Happiness.

Think again Yvonna =D Hang on.


[EDITED/ADDED]


School has been punching me in the eye. I slept at 4 in the morning. IMAGINE (try if can't)
I still love Social Studies with Mr Ko teaching us, English was awesome, Maths was mad kicking good study.
HAHAHA. OAC was good, just that, my skin tore and my blisters formed =/ Suckerrs..
Love today's training, I'm annoying everyone by calling them 'Auntie' & 'Uncle' =D
Dinner with Gina, Fasya, Cheryl & Mushira. Lost appetite =( I can't stuff anything anymore.
AAARRRGGGHHH, busy day. I have to FORCE MY EYES TO OPEN UP and now it looks as if I have been bashed up..
Waarddaaa (?)
I seriously miss doing what I used to do in the past.
Oh Well, Glad to have people around me =DD

OHHH, and don't bother sms-ing me right now, I am gonna be sleeping. only 3-4 hours of sleep for the past 2-3 days.







Why am I?
`Dian


Wednesday, August 12, 2009
singapore bitch


Nafilah! You'll look even better with ceramic braces compared to Metal braces.
Even the cost is high and takes a longer time. Dooooo~
HAHAHAH! I miss You btw!
Thought of finding FUN, but uhh, on the second thought, I am kinda LAAZY. Fuck it.
I was like "WTFH is wrong with you Dian today! When was the last time you EVEN step into Shunfu nor Bishan Park!?"
AARRGGHH!! Depressed much-es. Kill me,
Oh Right, I am really pissed with alot of stuffs.
NOW, I wanna rant:
Mrs Foo asked me to be the MC for teachers day performance with Chung An.
I would LOVE TO DO IT WITH Chung An, he is awesome. But I don't wanna do it for the teachers whom I dislike
Imagine me saying "Happy Teachers Day to ALL TEACHERS" when it's specifically Teachers Day -,-"
And I seriously hope someone step up for the place of mine.
Sadly, I would love to be the MC with Chung An =D Nah, NOT teachers day.

AND AND AND. THANK YOU SOO THE VERY THE MUCH JOLYN LAI! I Love youu.

Ahhhhh~Kill me thoroughly someone.
& NO Orange Juice with Pulp makes me pukes in the middle of the night.
My eye's feel swollen and looks as if I've been crying the whole night(NOT!).







I was never this true to anyone, it's funny.
`Dian


Tuesday, August 11, 2009
ohhh fuck

Just finished my OBS essay and the comp fuck spoilt halfway.
Thank you Jolyn for your HELP!! I LOVE YYOOOOOU~
Have to wait for Psycho to be home just to do everything.
I have NOT even start a single shit. Only Name, Class, & CCA.
Smart to the extreme-est.
School was alright =) Just screw up when my mood became VERY heavy.
Moodless the WHOLE DAY imagine that. aaarrrrgggghhh
After I stop Dragonboating, I became slacky, and Seldom Jog. (SHIT!)
Slap me SOMEONE! Seriously, you can come up to me and *PIAK!!!* & I'll stay awake.
Ahhh, no fun no fun, I am going out to haunt for 'FUN' tomorrow =DDDD
Buahahaha~ Seriously, I feel dead. Like Corpse dead. That bad.
This feeling is DARN RANDOM! Tralalalalala~

Let's just hope my Orange Juice with Pulp help me survive this evil night.
I have to sleep with my sisters!!! *whines* There'll be kicking & I'll wake up facing the floor! =(



Sometimes I can't explain
`Dian


Monday, August 10, 2009
not crazy, just happy

Happy Birthday JAMIE NG!!!
Owe you a Birthday card *winks*


Mom wouldn't let me out of the house, I wanna meet Naf. Owe her BIG time.
Facebook gets annoying each day. Oh, I am not happy =D
Tomorrow school starts, and I have not even start with my compo for the Outward Camp.
Dead line: Wednesday, 12 August 2009. By NOON. Great or what =/
I am excited for school though, I wanna hang out with the Normals! & OAC too
Ahhh, Avery planned of making a trip to Climb Asia this Friday! (^-^)V
I love you Dude! HAHAHAHAH.
The rashes is spreading fast around my eye alr =( DOCTOR S.M.S!!

Just ate Mango and half of the Mango tasted sweet while the other half tasted plain. I am impatiently waiting for my BANANAS to be fully ripe!!



Dreaming I touched your senses.
`Dian


Sunday, August 9, 2009
bloooooood

HAPPY BIRTHDAY dearest FASYAREENATUL FITRI!
I can't upload the pictures here, I have one with you! AAAWWWW!
Stay awesome babe. What Coach Hazlee said was true, you're getting stronger!!
Sorry for not being able to go Climb Asia with you =(
`But I love you still though.


BUAHAHAHA. Watched the NDP show half way.
Only want to watch the so-called 'Terrorist Attack' part.
OH! & by watching the Parade march in, KCN(: is inside! HAHAHA!!
The part is was waiting for, the TANKS coming in with the other flying objects. HEH.
Now I am just dead bored as I switch to other channels, the same show is on.
Sang Nila Utama thingy scared the crap hell outta me. Scaryyyy~
Okay, pictures from East Coast Park CIP. Credits to Charis Tan (link you soon babe) =D


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(Mrs Loh with her Umbrella -.-")




The river flowing, it knows me.
`Dian


Friday, August 7, 2009
the brightest star


HAPPY BIRTHDAY
NURZAKIAH
HAHAH! Babe, you're finally 15 years old! Happy for you.
3 years of friendship =)
Great to know ya'.


Yeah, secondary school life has been a real hectic for me especially. Alot of things happened and life experiences, I used to have her to stand by my side and sharing laughters together. Yeah, we've been seperated by the 'EVIL MOFO' School (READ THAT GYSS!). One thing the school has done correctly was to put us in the same class (1N2'07 ♥ 2N2'08). Although I grew this feeling of not wanting to like her, it was hard, yeah, ended up being Friends, Good Friends =DD Thanks for everything. Hope you like the hand-drawn & written by me though =P (♥)

Thanks for the memories you've given me for the past two years =) I've actually enjoyed it all. Although tough times were really part and pacel of our lives, Thanks.



YESTERDAY. Thursday, 6th August 2009.

Social Studies
Wei Jian "They have No Job"
Calvin "Huh? Blow Job?"


TODAY
School's not budget but lack of good ideas and creativity. What a destruction, National Day was pathetic. I feel 'Retarded'.
CIP @ East Coast Park. My class receive Good comments from the VP himself =) HAHAHA! Camera was rolling around.
I manage to communicate with my 1N2'07/2N2'08 classmates. How we miss those times together making loads of trouble. Love them.
HAHAH. Woke up from my sleep. Met ELYSSA like finally from a MILLION years!! HAHAH. Toa Payoh-ed and Back home. I was giddy but have got to control it.
Thought of attending the Open Bottle Party (I dont drink) by Yvette, Helia's sister Birthday strike Midnight, but uh, out of clothes.
Wait until my stuffs reached Singpore already eh. HAHAHA!
Wanted to talk to Jerom and Li Ray but uh, time diff damn HUGE! Oh Well, come back Singapore or wait until 2015.
I'll go France and Japan to further up my Designing and IT Interest =DDDD
Upcoming plans are HUGE! I am gonna travel~ I wonder how Turkey feels =/


I just happen to love you.
`Dian


Wednesday, August 5, 2009
sri lankan crab vs. indian tamil tigers

Joel "Cher, why always the British create problem one ah? Come Singapore, WWII come, go Irelend, Ireland War Until Now"


Been having loads of Random feelings bursting out of me. Also the idiotic headache I'm having.
Suprisingly, I enjoyed school. I barely sleep in school these few days, even during relief class! =DDD
Subjects that I don't usually listen too became such an interest in me. Okay maybe maybe not to make me feel regretful again -.-
OAC YESTERDAY. I just feel 'CONNECTED' again. Redo the boulder wall and the whole team was really sweet. *aawwww*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Have been going out after I got home from school, STUDYING, when Psy heard this, I think she'll be saying this:
"I can't believe my youngest sister is studying. This is a DDRREEAAMM"

Yeah RIGHT! Gorilla spoilt the house desktop now, I BARELY touch the comp =DD
I am not really that pissed, more thankful.
Mannn, blogger is facing serious PMS!!!!


Chatting with R.C.D.
Online Shopping is really FUN! Climbing, shirts, dresses(suprisingly), Jeans and Jelly Beans!!!




Just ask yourself the same thing.
`Dian


Monday, August 3, 2009
Loosing Morning's shut eye.

Morning was really a yawnzer. Woke up feeling rather restless, Psycho's leg was on top of me, that's DOUBLE.
Assembling in the Parade Square was the beginning of DOOMS DAY for me already =/ (with the 'P' talking)
Lessons were kicking me into boredom, I forced-pin open my eyes~ Hoping for Psy to kill me.
I became, I don't know, LAZY as time past by.
Okay, only to my Handphone which I am rather lazy to SuperGlue it to me 24/7. So, pardon me.
POA was a killer for the First(Second) Period. This is what happen when you miss 2 days of lessons.
Second(after recess) was better, manage to under 'A LITTLE' about the Ledgers Account =DD
OHHH, Mr Aw starts with the 'MAP' Chapter and it's killing me!! Gosh, I could DIE learning how to read that bloody map or scale or whatever you call that piece of crapshit.
OMG! Seriously, I should have taken History when I know I suck at Nature/ +Shitting stuffs. Too late to regret, might as well drag whatever I'm learning now to my study table..
*grumps*
Home has been worst than a Rubbish Village =( Mom's getting busy with her First Son's (Biggy) Wedding.
August would be a packed up month for me, have to buck with studies and friends later.. *sniffs*
Tmr's CLIMBING and please DONT cancel the training!



In my sight now, I can't see anything much in you anymore.
`Dian


Sunday, August 2, 2009
a suprise for myself

BOOKS


Yes, be shock Sisters! I am on my ass back to books.
Besides getting irritated by mom and dad to force me out of my comfort zone. I'll do my part.
Rashes killing me? I have yet to try answering some Physics questions.
I'll be dead before you know it.
Hoping MOM would bring me to the doctor soooooooooon~ I'm in need of serious medication.
Before I turn out like my bro =/
MADRASAH exam's today! Had fun goofing around, yet, I still could manage myself to answer logically to the questions =DD



I wish the Dream is just a part of my nightmare.
`Dian


Oh My!

Q: Do you like boys?
A: HAHAHA! I do.

Q: Do you currently have a boyfriend?
A: Nah, would rather be off single. For this time, awhile.

Q: Do you have a lot of guy friends?
A: You can make a count.

Q: Did you ever wish you were a boy?
A: Yes! I do exception of owning that Ball part of thier's though =/

Q: Girls Rule Boys Drool. Is that statement true?
A: No, can imagine when the girl marries the guy, still drooling...

Q: Do boys really have cooties?
A: I don't think soo, My bro deson't have `em.

Q: What do you look for in a boyfriend?
A: Humourous, Fun, (taller than me), broad shoulder(=D), alot more to come...

Q: Would you rather hugs or kisses from a boy?
A: Hugs would be Cool =D

Q: Are you considered ‘boy crazy’?
A: Nope *side-pouts* I have something else to go crazy for.

Q: Is there a boy you wish you had never met?
A: Yes and there's this one particular guy.

Q: Do you get tired of boys easily?
A: When thier boring, Yes.

Q: Would you rather chill with boys or girls?
A: Boys. Miss those times with the Bunches. Don't gossip and camwhore much. (HELIA you're pat of this!)

Q: Choose, good looks and no personality or ugly and great personality?
A: Erm, Ugly/NOT Good Looking(la!) and Great Personality.

Q: Are you shallow?
A: .... I don't think soo.

Q: Do you even know what shallow means?
A: -.-Why did I bother anwering it.

Q: Would you date an emo guy?
A: Nah BUT they are cool people and FUN! to hang out with.

Q: Would you date a gangster guy?
A: Nah, but they make awesome best friends!

Q: What is your age limit?
A: HAHAHAH. Not Sure.

Q: Does your life revolve around boys/a certain boy?
A: Nah, I have something to live on.

Q: Name three things you notice first about a guy.
A: Personality, Smile, Awesome~ness

Q: Why did you decide to do this note?
A: I was told to do soo by Helia.

Q: Why don’t boys do notes as much as girls do?
A: They've got to catch thier Games and they at least have some 'Life'.

Q: Last boy you talked to:
A: Heeve

Q: Last boy that made you smile:
A: Heeve and Mates

Q: Are you thinking of someone as you write this?
A: Yes Kinda.

Q: Do you hope that they read this?
A: Doubt they/he even reads it.

Q: They won’t actually bother to read it though, will they?
A: Precisely!

Q: Do you like boys in tight clothes?
A: Gay Gay Gay Gay Gay Gay Gay Gay Gay Gay Gay Gay. Even in Skinnies.

Q: Do you like when boys wear their pants so you can see their boxers?
A: Nope, actually, I feel unseasy when I see one.


Saturday, August 1, 2009
Itchy Bitchy Spider

Ah Suck It!
My rashes are getting worst and it's somehow effecting my blisters! It's causing a Dog Damn Infection!
Now it's getting even harder for me to stretch out my middle finger on my left hand!
Now my face's getting it =( Ahhhhhhh~ This is really driving me NUTS! It's already forming around my eyes and under/around my chin...
My mom can't be bothered to send me to the doctor. She kept saying that even my cousins on my dad's side's facing it.
Arggghh, I can't be having this type of skin that's tearing! How am I suppose to do SPORTS!?
It's irritating when you don't want to scratch it but YOU have to bcs, it just gets annoying when you don't!
AAAAHHHH, I seriously have to force Mom to send me to the doctors. SOON! It's a good thing that my face JUST got the rashes.
I can no longer be bothered abt my hands, unless if it tears and bleeds and infections drives near that =/

[EDITED]
Mom told me to wash my face with the Sunflower soap which smells like the ones you shower it for the dead.
Dad told me to wash my face it chlorox -.-
Helia told me to go Skinny Dipping in the Dead Sea.
Max told Helia to tell me to go Plastic Surgery and looklike Michael Jackson(R.I.P).
Heeve told me to sandpaper my face up.
Olivia told asked me if I wanna go Sun Tanning =.="
HAHAHAHAH! Thanks =D Imma turn out worst than a 100% burn up man. I'll be the Kiddies next worst Nightmare =Z


the doors shut infront of me

Okay I am an ASS. Kept deleting/removing my previous post =D Oh well, I find it boring =/ Can't be helped.
Awww! I need the SUN like real badly!! I am WHITE! I wanna have the skin I once had during DRAGONBOATING.
ARGH.. If only I could go back for training. Firstly, must pass my EOY with awesome! marks...
Yeah, I am gettin worst, slacking my ass an not studying for test -.-" Smart move Dian!
Geo Test made me realise, I seriously need to revise and get a head start soon~ I need those practice.
Not realising, I am really FREE this SATURDAY (only)! Soo, I am able to study for Madrasah's EOY exams!
Right, ahhhhh. I am sure to rott still. I have this kinda 'I-want-to-study-but-also- hangout-with-awesome-people' feeling. How?
I don't wanna go shopping, I just want to Study PLUS Have Fun =\ Okay, this is making me confuse!
Sadly, I already plan after my Secondary School Life, study in Poly or maybe study overseas(?) Okay, maybe I've not plan it properly(I guess).
Seriously have to study, have got to buy the packs of 10 years - 30 years series books.
Nothing to worry about anymore since the next climbing competition is in November. 4 months away!
*Givin my 'whacky' wave to you*





Notice what, NOT ALL korean Female/Male singers have good vocals. Some even have the worst yet thier still called a singer(Not Fair!). But she's absolutely different, she have got THAT vocal in her!!! WAAAHHHH~


I actually prayed for you.
`Dian




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