I regret going against the doctors advice. Now i cant do sports for 2-3 weeks.
Feeling reality guilt & REALLY GUILTY right now. Please don't add on to my misery.
It's bad enough i can't even jog. My foot is FUCKING swollen.
Right now the GYM might be my next spot, have to focus on my upper body alr.
This is really bad. Though it doesn't really hurt when i walk, only when i happen to bend it or when i land from my jump & the impact is there.
THE PAIN will be like "OMFD!"
Yeah, worst made by another human is when they PULL my muscle, that you can kick the person infront of you, slap the person beside you, & shout your lungs out.
I'm sooo drama-mama here x) But hey, i almost shout my lungs out last week (22nd Nov) & slap Raymond's & Poh Ee's face alr.
Thanks to the first-aid dude =|

Alright, i shall silence myself bcs today at 08.30 am i have to go to th school again for the dental check-up.
My TEETHS are in a PERFECT-O condition =DD It's Beautiful!
Oh, i can't sleep. Anyone to call me at night? HAHAHAHAHA.

OBS OUTING, make it fast!

I'm leaving the computer for a number of days.
I need some decent breaks before i start a new year & meeting up with people.
might consider going back Shunfu to study with Sherilyn again =)
to be frank, i am alright ready for 2010 bcs of what's coming back & ntg else.
going against my doctors advice for once, i seriously need to train up.
i'm slacking. SHUCKS! That's not good news to start out with.

i can't put what i'm feeling into words anymore. that hug of warmth, i just can't feel it anymore.

(Pictures by Tiffany during the pathetic leadership camp)

For once, i let her win. She's REALLY adorable.
HuiMin

I LOVE this HORNEY babe mate of mine x) Charis Tan Mei Xuan

This happens when you didn't realise that your pants is XXL in size and when you get sooo hyped up, sliding on AVA banches, you pants tore sides way =|

Yeah, i've decided to make a decent post at least so that someone in Australia could understand.
Nahh, i'm not rotting at home, i'm just killing time watching 'Dragon Tales' in OKTO early in the morning.
Facebook has ntg much in its contents anymore. Everything's a bore.
I wonder what i might be doing tmr =/
Oh wellzaa, i'm waiting for 2010 thats for sure.

You're failing & I can no longer be there to help.
I won't apologise either.

Spend your time wisely within this 24 hours =)
Thanks for being an awesome mate these 3 years.
& OH! Stay strong.



OKAY! I am back & as promised x) *I wonder who even bother to read*
Gee~Okay.
Competition was least expected. Shock for a moment, happy & then in pain.
(the post was toooo wordy)
But, oh well, who even cares abt it.

Should have seen it all coming from a person like that.
Should've trust Psycho's words; to never trust anything/anyone.
From now on, my ignorance shall be my answer to all your questions.
Give it a rest, i'm not buying your effing cheap trust.

& i LOATHE people kneeling down on me.

Right now, i am watching quite a number of Korean/Japanese dramas. Thanks Psy.
Starting to do my hmwks, & uhh, less TV's? BUT more computer.
NOW that IS what I call FAIR.
Gee, Raudhah was back last night =/ Thought it was TODAY.
BUT she's back! & Safely landed. Now, i don't need to miss anything x)
Oh, tmr i'm going for thr Regatta's race.
Nah, i'm not in the race bcs of the maximum amt of boats in the race.
There's three, i am in boat 2, soo only 1 boat got to get in.
Oh well, tmr it is =D

I hate guys smoking infront of me! & I hate guys who smokes.
Hafta be frank here. Seriously, the smell annoys me & i'll stuff cigarettes up nostrils.
HAHAHAHAH!! I can't wait for another party coming up.
I am getting back on books on the 1st December 2009 with Darwynna!
Oh yeah, i am alr doing a lil study with Sherilyn =D
Mom's gonna be happy yo~

& Nafilah, i wanna be the very first friend to see you in Braces!!!

I hate school camps. Ntg is ever related to 'Leadership'.
Oh wait, does the school even have one? Doubt soo.
Screw it, i'm not allowed to do any sports til Friday itself =|
Saturday is Regatta's race & i have ALOT of bucking up to do.
Oh wait, Raudhah's comin' back! Yeay!

Yerps, No Doubts that OBS is YEAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY better than any other camps x)

Is it just me or am i really missing OBS real badly?
Miss sleeping in tents, camp cooking, horny talks, moaning alarm clock, snoring lullaby & carrying heavy backpack((i'm DEAD serious))
There's camp in school tmr: 2 days & 1 night.
Bet ntg beats OBS still. (Gah! I am MAD)
Right, i have not even touch a single hmwk just yet.
English hmwk requiers alot of reading =/
Holy crap, i have alot of things to catch up. This is really driving me insane.
Alright, i have to kill sometime right now doing research on my FUTURE EDUCATION OVERSEAS.
I have big dreams yet, have to think twice abt it though.


Until now, i still miss OUTWARD BOUND SINGAPORE real badly.

Planned out with Raudhah =)
Before she left for Perth/Sydney tonight with her school.
How cool is that!?! Freaking RICH school.
Juntion 8 since i can't go far on weekends and watch "My Girldfriend Is An Agent"
Really worth my money & time.
POPULAR next & mom called me. Scolding me for leaving the house unclean.
Coincidentally, Raudhah's mom too called! & scolding her telling her that i have to go home x)
This is what happen when your parents are close with each other -.-"

Raudhah! Safe trip to Australia. Fetching ya next week after my Regatta Competition!


Imma blast my whole day sleeping.
& this coming week, i am pack with another school camp (holy crap!)
If camps under schools name, it'll be a huge moronic depression. Shitzo.
Still having cramps all around. Have to start jogging soon.
Who gives a shit abt my doctor's advice =D I'll jog whenever i feel like it!

I was away for Outward Bound Singapore 9th to 13th November.
You know what, it was an AWESOMELY WICKEDLY GOOD FUN!
Imma sound like some data shit here, bare with me, cracking my tummy laughing every hour was really worth it.
(post gonna be REALLY long)

Team : Columbus [Group 9]
Intsructor: Ann

Day 1.
Sch was really pathetic. I swear,it's really budget to even pay the bus driver to sent us in the OBS meeting point.
What retard my mates most was that other sch buses sent them IN & it was drizzling for crying out loud!
We suffered walking under the drizzle.
Okay, settled and split into groups. HAHAH! I was with Benjamin Ong, Mathaeus (is that how you spelled it!?) & Yi Ru.
Funny thing, Raudhah (my childhood friend; a.k.a HAHA! girl) got into OBS with me and got in the same group as me!
Awezome or what =D
Well, 15 mins boat ride to Pulau Ubin for the real thing.
Most of us were like "woah, damn boring, i want to go home & sleep. waste of time comin"
Stupid thing to say firstly - but - everything was great.
Get to know the members & there we go, ransacking every corner of the store.
Getting stuffs out in advance for the hikings and sorts.
Bread Bun + Apple + (Swimming Pool taste-like) water = Lunch
Sun-down, we manage to get the whoel team together =D
Well, some bitch~ness there is, problems appear. You know the 'Girls Stuff'
Pitched up tents and did camping style cooking.
Rice + Tuna + Tin Peanuts = Dinner
I've never eaten tuna. Kinda, dislike the taste of it, soo i have to force myself to atleast have smtg decent for once in campsite.
Night was HILARIOUS! I swear!
With Benjaming Ong, Jeremy & Qing Wei in the team and having them to share the same tent, was effing funny.
There's Brian snoring for Raudhah to sleep & there's moaning alarm sound by Jeremy.
COOL OR WHAT! We got a way to sleep and a way to wake up.
HAHAH!

Day 2.
Actually, i ALWAYS wake up every 20 mins whenever i sleep. Soo it soo happen for the girls in my tent (Yi Ru, Raudhah & Me) to wake up and was FULLY awake by Jeremy's moaning alarm clock xD
Breakfast was bun still & then we got packing for our hiking trip into the forest.
We have to bring at least 2 bottles (supplied by OBS) each people which weighs abt 2 kg each.
Since we have to play fair, Yi Ru carry the tent, Raudhah & Me carry personal stuffs and Yi Ru''s belongings being split up.
I have to carry Yi Ru's bottle & mine. that means... 8 kg plus stuffs, that weighs a killer. Equalized tooooo 20 plus plus.
I feel like i can't grow anymore.
Okay afternoon, there's tri yaking(three people kayak); capsizing & then climbing.
It wasn't normal for me bcs i didn't have the shoes to climb & chalk.
& I have to wear my NEWLY bought running shoes. *blueeeh*
Yeah, soooooo, climbing was fun though i suffered blisters. BUT WORTH IT!
Qing Wei called my name. The sound that he made out of it was DAMN SICK i tell you.
Tried the killer wall which was an epic failure. Only manage to climb a lil above the red line =.= (what a climber)
Then we started HIKING!!!!! Fuuuuuuh, it was almost sun down & i couldn't carry the bag.
Suriya helped carry my bag on my back while Ben & Yi Ru pulled me up at the same time.
Climbing up was a nightmare, i was swimming in my own sweat! Steep steps & bag was a huge burden.
Have to bare with it still though =/
Reached top campsite, dinner was Instant Noodles. My team was extremely FUN.
Ben.Ong started singing followed by the rest : Tong Hua was the main.
Tent pitching was fun & ghost story with Eileen, Raudhah, Mat, Ben, Qing Wei, Suriya, Sharjun, Brian & Wesly. HAHAHA!
To cut short: Me, Yi Ru & Raudhah suffered the night by having to sleep in a slunted position - Heads down, legs up -.-
Brian snores again, all of us laughed, Raudhah slept, i woke up every 20 mins.
It goes on & on.

Day 3.
Hiked down to an open space and back to camp 2.
Refilled up water and hardcore hiking begins. Water loads passed to the guys, carried Jeremy's bottle insted (not that heavy uh).
Walked, pause, walk, pause, walk, pause, i was pissed, walk, pause... AH-GAIN!
Chatted along the way with Jeremy, S, Eileen, YiRu.. The drills were funney.
Hazirah was down and we have to miss a point.
Went to the highest mountain and achoed alot! =DDD Fun!
Down and went to the beach to pitch up tents.
Yeah, THANKS QING WEI for asking me to cook the noodles. How i hate cooking.
Well, it was a success and he gave me motivations somehow. Thanks Qing Wei.
It's just that i wanna hear fully of what he was abt to say before it was being RUDELY interrupted with negative comments.
Hey, but i think i did manage to do my best though it was INSTANT NOODLES =)
Sleeping at night was hectic fun with the sea breeze blowing into our tents.
Packed up for 9 straight hours of Tri-Yaking the next day.

Day 4.
Switched places with Sharjun & Hazirah. Me, Benjamin & Raudhah in the same boat.
FUNNY to have in with us. Since he is one of those who have to lead or smtg like that.
9 HOURS OF TRI YAKING. Shag as we may but have to continue rowing.
We all were wearing long sleeve, those really unlucky who rolled up thier pants have OBVIOUS tan lines.
Well, mine's quite obvious behind the palm there x)
Okay, we had a stop and i have to pee, i went down and it took me FREAKING few minutes to PEEE!!!!
URRGGGGH, my bladder can hold that long uh!
Right, wanted to go back up the Tri Yak, 1 jump attempt - Failed, 2 jump attempt - Failed, abt to do the 3 jump attempt - FREAKING FISH WENT INTO MY FREAKING PANTS!!
PERVERTO FISH! I have to grab the fish and let go off it...
I feel BADLY molested i swear.
While paddling, me & Raudhah actually saw condom floating and (i think) Raudhah throw it back without realizing.
Suddenly both of us have the same mindset & we went "OMG! Was that CONDOM!?!"
Effing funny lah. Nicholas found a headless fish floating and he tried making the fish fly to Bella. xD Flying Fish landed back at the back of his boat.
Smelly he said. It's dead and rotten.
Funnneyyyy!!!!!
Paddle paddle paddle paddle, we hit our SPOT! V.I.C.T.O.R.Y.
Washed up all the necessities && settle to unpack again for the very last night.
Dinner was a celebration for us. My team were rushing for the 'G.O.H' person.
Cooking like siao. Rice below was badly burnt, Oh-Wellzah.
Slept up the open area =) Hazirah slept in my tent while Yi Ru accidentally fall asleep in Cheryl's tent.
No snoring that night but we were dead beat soo we slept early.

Day 5.
Woke up, changed, cleaned up. Wasn't in the mood to clean but i was in the mood of spending time playing my arse off since it's the last day!
Left over foods were given away... Received certs & sorts.
There's this jump thingy. Where we have to jump and aim high to hit the bell and everyone would be using a so-called mat to supprt while landing.
I have 'bathophobia ' fear of falling. Soo i hesitated and i made my jump.
Since OBS also means overcoming every obstacles and fears, i gave my very best shot.
Scary! I swear, even in Bouldering i won't jump down, i'll most likely to climb back down.
Before departing Pulau Ubin, Ins. Dayah gave a speech, i was holding back my tears.
I wanted to sooo badly hug everyone in my team!
They are LOVELY PEOPLE!
Miss my childhood Raudhah, Crazy part of Ben, Big Bully Qing Wei, Horney alarm clock Jeremy, Snoring Brian, Helpful Charmaine & Suriya, & awesome Columbus!
Departed, reached Singapore. It was raining and ALL OF US GYSS students end up cursing the school for not sending a bus to pick us up.
We live in FREAKING CENTRAL FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!
but 82 to some bus stop and 88 to AMK hub.
I crap like mad in the bus, i sang, i dance sitting down, i was hyped up drunk.
Amk hub, chloe left, Me Hui Min Tiff & Yi Ru KFC-ed.
Decent food, not like it but i was drenched in my own world, sooo i have to atleast have a proper taste of chiken. Hey, i did not eat chicken for the past 2 months okay.
I swear i laughed with Tiff till my mouth expand.
Homed with Tiff =)
& reached home, change, sleep, pray (for another oBS with the same people or maybe MORE NEW PEOPLE!) & off for a late night party & home.

Today i just had my DB training, and hardcore. Jia Wei was my partner, i swear imma kill him if he paddle like some bimbo for the Hard 10 part. HAHAH!

Overall, memories will stay.
Just like Jolyn Lai, said to me to cherish. this is my Second time cherishing it all.
(First was with Jolyn Lai la)
Even KCN(: told me to do soo.
Meet up soon yeah Columbus =D I love you guys.
Next time there'll be parties & hugs. Promise.

i swear i am having cramps all over

Be BACK on Friday =)
OBS Camp is here and i ready for hyped up fun!
Be back SOON!
i am effing packed this November.

Camps + Training + Rock Climbing + Dragonboating + Competitions + Parties + Chalet + BBQ =

AWEZZOMEZZZ

ditchin comp for a few days =D
imma spend time having fun before studying and havin fun ah-gain.
& i swear i hate crutches already.
it's hurting my other foot more than it's suppose to help me! =.=

Oh yah! anyone with Readers Digest #24 Edition (Feb'09)?
i have english project to complete with Sherilyn.

CLIMB ON! 2009
31st October '09

Sorry abt the really late post.
Barely got the time to use the comp (only for uploading pics & tagging on FB -.-)
Soo, i spent my Saturdays with sports and Climbing occupied me up!
Awesome shitss. The feeling wasn't there like it used to be when there's Jolyn, Wei Wen & Nicholas.
Awesome peoples missing.
Much of my typing, just look at the pics. & description below pics =D






Girls, runaway with all your might when you see this perv. Actually, he looks ....

HAHAH, Helia! Here you go! This is how i look like now!
=D Actually, i was abt to photoshop but dont wanna let you miss your chance.





Greatest climbing wall EVAR invented! The wall freakin' SWING i tell you!!






















Overall, i did spent my time well even though i sprained my ankle twice.
Ahhhhhh, i just hate walking like some normal ass when i am whinning in pain =.="
My fault.
Oh wellza - Mr Chiong came and did took pics with his Sony camera.
Anyone who manage to get his FB please inform me. By any name like what he gave me:
"Rocket Zoom Zoom"
Hope his not tricking me out.
Imma rest after a long day today and yesterday.
Gotta go back to school tmr(which is Today) around 11 and 1230 pm, i have to get my Running shoes!
Finally, mom messaged my leg and now it's getting bettar!
No doctors, mom (& me) wants me to avoid crutches for this 'Busy' month.
December then you can say!

Alright, got to sleep.
Sheesh, i can't wait to go and study with Sherilyn alr!
2010 come fast! I have yet to catch up alot with ma besties!


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Can't go out tmr, bcs i have been going out straight since last week Monday.
It's okay. Wednesday, studying with Sherilyn! Like finally.
Oh, hhhmmm... planning to jog now since the night weather is awesomely nice.
But on the second thought - NAH!
Mac Cheese ^-^ & yeah, planning to go for any outing but the rainy season drowns in.
Bowling soon.
No more invitations to the GYM - still a teenager and my hormones are not fully developed yet =)
Ohkay, i love morning sun but hate evening rain =.=