Sunday, March 29, 2009
A rainbow in the night sky..
I sounded girly on the title. *sheeks
Ohh-well, I realise that not all those whom I trust, cant be trusted anymore.I just hope they'll just dunk thier head inside the toilet-bowl and flush it down bcs i swear I hate looking at thier face.
Have I suffered enough?
Oh hell yeah I've suffered worst then what it's being called 'suffering'.
What do they know?
Urgh! Freak 'em!
All I can do now is just ignore them..
*sigh*
Thanks Ella, Ryuk, Jolyn & Naf.
You guys made my day. I shall be more open next time.
I don't think I am even bothered to blog much these days.
I don't think I even have the 'wants' to blog anymore. I'll blog MAYBE when I transfer school.
That'll be best =)
I don't think I am being accepted for who I am. sheesh* soo hard to find people these days.
Good thing I have siblings and Good Friends(don't include yourself if you ever spill my secrets).
I'll be nice when you deserve that treatment from me.
I miss OAC Training & also DragonBoat training =(
Shall get well fast!
Thanks for those who wishes me well. i love you!
HAHAHA!
Don't bother asking me abt my week, bcs it sucks ohh-soo-too-badly =(
I miss Pricilla! Kak Yaya! All DRAGONBOATERS!
I miss Mushira! Jolyn! Rae! All OAC members!
I miss *Nabby! Ryuk! Elyssa! Nafilah! Ella! Jundah! Ain! Blandina! All my CRAZY BUNCHES.
(Again, don't include yourself if you have ever Bleach Ass upon me)
*Nabby-Whitely Secondary
Monday, March 23, 2009
Stressed Outta!
I was pissed with school. I look retarded limping around the school.
Pissed bcs PE lesson changed to Wednesday.
Massive blow out bcs I have to be absentf rom school for TWO DAYS.
Massive Explosion bcs I can't do PE nor do my NAPFA test with my limping bloated foot.
Ryuks gonna be away, I am gonna look like some Crazy Teenage Girl talking to herself. Psychotic.
I miss AA, AJ, Buddy, Sammie, Mark, Jeremaiyah, Stink-Ray & Her :(
I need support for me to walk properly.
I need them to be whom they used to be.
I need to take the right path that'll lead me to my life.
I need my natural smile back & not some cocky JaFF-Jock smile.
I am gonna miss DragonBoating & Rock-Climbing :(
How awful!
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Hey Hooo Flow Jo
Woakay, shall start on Thursday.
Went NUH with Elly to visit Hafiz. Smtg happened to him, hope he gets well soon before school reopens.
Bough chocolate for him, me and Elly combined money.
Spoon-fed Hafiz by doing his Maths homework.
I did a mini jog to pace up but I sprained my ankle again. That sucks!Friday was climbing competition.
I swore I dissapoint alot of my friends & seniors.
At the same time, thanks Nadia for your encouragement. I met a new friend!! Hahaha, I forgot what school she came frome but she's sweet ;)
My serial number was UW03.
First route, I was confident I could do it, but my hand slipped off and my leg got in between the gaps and my ankled twisted. That made it worst and it effected my whole strength to continue climbing the other three routes :(
I swore I was really dissapointed I almost broke down.
But Thanks Jade, Jolyn, Miss Ngiam & Rae. I was settled.
Accompanied Jerico for awhile, watched Mushira climb.
Sadly no OAC girls in GYSS manage to complete a single route. The guys route are freaking easier I tell you.
After I climbed I was limping my whole way and all day. Psy called me to accompany her to EXPO bcs there's Adidas Sales. I swear I hate going there.
I limped all the way. I know retarded but for the sake of my sis .
Saturday
I was okay luh, I woke up bcs there's a sudden pain on my ankle and I realize that Gorilla was kicking my leg.
I was limping my whole way ALL DAY!!
Woah I tell you, I cabbed, met Kak Yaya, reach Kallang and met up with Jessica and walked down or better off limping, to the River there.
HAHAHAHAH!!
Well, did normal warm ups, and into the boat, did race.
Partner up with Kak Yaya. There's a guy who sat beside Huan Kai, GuangGuang(KakYaya&me called him), he kept on giving short row until I have to give him the chase, and I swear my husband was badly hurt, kept onto banging his paddle.
This was why I shall give a full shout to him, I have to continously remind him, until I myself have to kick the boat in order to give it a push, it made me forget my leg pain.
We did alot of race sets.
Won 3, Draw 1 and Loose twice out of 6 races. It was a great game, best training.
and all of a sudden, my ankle start seeking my attention. DARN YOU!
I suffered my whole way, and when we reached the shore, my husband supported me.
It was a sudden pull of muscle and I can barely walk. SO Pricilla and Yaya helped me, Pric tried piggyback me but I insist, she's gonna suffer a serious back-pain I tell you.
hahaahaha!!
But thanks.
Then Raymond can be a paramedic I tell you.
I almost wanted to cry bcs even so he tried to get me distracted while finding my sprained area, I'll give a sudden jerk and an uneasy reactions.
It was Hells Pain!! I almost cried but I shall not put up a scene, soo lucky there was Jessica.
She accompanied and help me settle up my swollen area. With Raymonds shirt and warm water.
Thanks Guys!
SSooo, after my bath, since noone is at home, I followed Pric, Calvin, Daryl, Wei Ming, Kak Yaya & another I forgot his name guy.
Nice people uh.
But since they wouldn't want to be late while waiting for me to limp my way to the bus-stop, WeiChong PiggyBacked me instead -.-" I was seriously uncomfortable when a guy piggyback me seriously.
But heh, we reached earlier then expected. Groovesome one ;D
Soo went plaza Singapura and BK for lunch, I only drank water since I had biscuit to starve me in.
I was extremely touched and the concern that the dragons gave me, like Kak Yaya said, our team dragins are sweet people.
TRUE OH SOOO TOOO MUCH!
So I limped my whole way back home.. Really painful. When I got home, I washed my leg and slept.
In order to ignore the pain.
Thanks Raymond, PRICILLA, Kak Yaya, Wei Chong, & almost every dragons in the team I am in, for your concerns, I'll take VERY good care of myself :D
THANKS!
THANKS!
Friday, March 13, 2009
exhausted
This week is really harsh . I went to school with no mood for education . I just don't know why .I loose all my motivation in my studies already . FCK !
OAC has been really slacky & competition is just next Friday . How awesome is that ? :(
And the group, not all, are gonna be in Climb Asia on Tuesday . I won't be in Singapore on that day .
That SCKs !
This week, I was a little pissed and had ALOT of mood swings . This week wasn't perfect enough .
Although, I think the best day would still be Thursday and today, Mr Goh's lesson was fun .
OAC, all I can say is that, it's a great fun & I realise that not everyone I shall put my trust on .
*taking a really deep breeath before I blew up*
Dank I hate it alot !!
& My english, first time in my whole life in GYSS I have got an UGLY 4 for my EFFING English !
wtf ?! -.-" I seriously cried my internal organs out . I have to blame myself for not doing well but I can't help it when the teacher taight me ntg and gave me no motivaion AT ALL !
Seriously man, I need Mr Benny Lim ! & I mean it !
DDAANNKK !!
*ppphhhfffttt* I was really pissed and also Geography, I failed that . I seriously hate Geography when I actually understand more of it . That sucks !
The past few years, I passed Geography BUT I don't understand .
History, I failed BUT I understand what's being taught .... Shiatz !
*my head blowing up, but not brain*
URGHHHHH !! ENGLISH 4 ! And malay 2 ?! WTF IS THAT !!
WHAT THE HELL ! I freaked out when I opened up my report card . I failed POA, that's bcs I am new to that subject . So I shall aim higher for that .
BUT FREAKING 4 FOR MY ENGLISH ?! I spoke English for 14 and (going to) Half a Year !
How bad can that beeeeee ?! I am seriously blowing up !
phewwww* thank god, Jolyn was there to calm me down .
I was really pissed and I barely touch my phone . And get on the comp & obviously blog .
I am going Batam Camp with GYSS
4 days 3 nights
Saturday to Tuesday
4 days 3 nights
Saturday to Tuesday
& I am fully booked on the Holidays :D
Wednesday, meeting some besties or maybe IF there is OAC training at Climb Asia, I would go .
Thursday, maybe out with Sherilyn & might cosider tagging Faith along .
Friday, Boulderactive competition .
Saturday, I have Dragonboat training to catch up on, competition is VERY NEAR !
Sunday, staying home to do some meditating . Relaxing day for me .
That shall be it ... I need to buy new school shoe alr, my old one is really worn out :)
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
This weeks a BULLY
I AM BACK !
After a few days of suffering, might be only blogging for today out of this one week .Well, I was pissed, and so is everyone .
I made a fool out of myself to realise that I was the suck up .
School, can say it was 'AN OKAY' .
Monday I was absent .
REASONS WHY : Can say I was over-stressed until I almost blew up my brain . I also almost caused blindness to my precious eyes which was medicated straight away .
So urm, class is still not bonding THAT well as I expected it to be .
Oh-well, what to do, things don't go the way we wanted it to ...
OAC training has been cancelled, so that made my day worst .
Maybe this whole week there might be no training . So I am gonna FLING myself on joggings .
I just found my precious shoes (^w^)/! It's AWESOME I tell you !
hahaha .
I am becoming more Brand Whorish more than I know . That's Baaaaad .
COOL ! hahaha . Gosh, Angie came visit me while her stay in Singapore for one week .
AT NIGHT . hahah . She polluted my MSN account . Which I have to SOON Change the Password AGAIN -.-"
Gosh, I spend days to release my stress . I don't know why I cried silently in class .
BUT yeah, I manage to give it a fall . I was stress, so be it .
Urm, but, my mind kept me busy ..
I wanna try play the FLUTE, I wanna play TENNIS, I wanna play RUGBY, I wanna play THE ELECTRICAL GUITAR, I wanna RUN FREELY, I wann learn MUAY THAI, I wanna GET MY HANDS ON THE TWO CRUMPLER BAGS I HAVE BEEN WANTING FOR !
hahah ! I am a lunartic !
But for now, my main focus is, trying to JOG every Monday, Thursday and Fridays .
The usual route I set for my mini warm down . Gosh, If you jog around Shunfu at Night, it'll give you the best eerie feeling . I wanna jog there at night again when my bro is free ;D
Always have an older GUY to protect you .
I love ME BRO !
Sunday, March 1, 2009
i am done
I wont be blogging up much .
Smtg just cocked me up .
I am reallly REALLY not in the mood anymore .
Smtg just cocked me up .
I am reallly REALLY not in the mood anymore .
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Learn Tennis
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