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Friday, January 23, 2009

Nightmares

A few weeks in school & more then ten years of living .
I can't expect more then just a bumpy road ahead of me .

I dont know what got into me . My life has been a death bed .
Not too sure how to handle it .

From family problems, to studies, & then friends .
Harsh .... *vroooooooooooooooooooooom*
Kinda made me weak and go on a high trip to death .

Thanks Jolyn, Benjy, Mushira, Fasya, Gina, Cheryl & Ryuk .
I have been wanting to outcast myself from GYSS .
But I am a coward to do soo . I am running away from my problems rather then to settle it .
Thanks Biggy for your support and Kak Teratai (:

This week, I cried most of the time .
Misunderstandings and eager of ones heart just pisses me off .

I dont know why but we are drifting apart ....