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Friday, March 13, 2009

exhausted

This week is really harsh . I went to school with no mood for education . I just don't know why .
I loose all my motivation in my studies already . FCK !

OAC has been really slacky & competition is just next Friday . How awesome is that ? :(
And the group, not all, are gonna be in Climb Asia on Tuesday . I won't be in Singapore on that day .
That SCKs !

This week, I was a little pissed and had ALOT of mood swings . This week wasn't perfect enough .
Although, I think the best day would still be Thursday and today, Mr Goh's lesson was fun .
OAC, all I can say is that, it's a great fun & I realise that not everyone I shall put my trust on .
*taking a really deep breeath before I blew up*
Dank I hate it alot !!

& My english, first time in my whole life in GYSS I have got an UGLY 4 for my EFFING English !
wtf ?! -.-" I seriously cried my internal organs out . I have to blame myself for not doing well but I can't help it when the teacher taight me ntg and gave me no motivaion AT ALL !
Seriously man, I need Mr Benny Lim ! & I mean it !
DDAANNKK !!

*ppphhhfffttt* I was really pissed and also Geography, I failed that . I seriously hate Geography when I actually understand more of it . That sucks !
The past few years, I passed Geography BUT I don't understand .
History, I failed BUT I understand what's being taught .... Shiatz !
*my head blowing up, but not brain*
URGHHHHH !! ENGLISH 4 ! And malay 2 ?! WTF IS THAT !!
WHAT THE HELL ! I freaked out when I opened up my report card . I failed POA, that's bcs I am new to that subject . So I shall aim higher for that .
BUT FREAKING 4 FOR MY ENGLISH ?! I spoke English for 14 and (going to) Half a Year !
How bad can that beeeeee ?! I am seriously blowing up !

phewwww* thank god, Jolyn was there to calm me down .
I was really pissed and I barely touch my phone . And get on the comp & obviously blog .

I am going Batam Camp with GYSS
4 days 3 nights
Saturday to Tuesday

& I am fully booked on the Holidays :D
Wednesday, meeting some besties or maybe IF there is OAC training at Climb Asia, I would go .
Thursday, maybe out with Sherilyn & might cosider tagging Faith along .
Friday, Boulderactive competition .
Saturday, I have Dragonboat training to catch up on, competition is VERY NEAR !
Sunday, staying home to do some meditating . Relaxing day for me .

That shall be it ... I need to buy new school shoe alr, my old one is really worn out :)