Never take life seriously.
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Sunday, May 31, 2009
climbing up!
I AM HIGHLY DISSAPOINTED WITH MYSELF! Todays competition at Yishun SAFRA. Went to the Isolation room, did warm up, I was extremely nervous. MSSIVE NERVOUS~ness. Shucks man.. Cheryl was Climber no. 4, Jolyn Climber no.12, Me Climber no.17 & Gina Climber no. 27 OMG, I was extremely nervous I can't let go of that fear. I was scared yet nervous. Mixed emotions. Very sucky. Oh well, my number was being called up. The people were nice though =) When I got to the wall. I planned my routes. When I climbed, I hesitated. My hands cramped up, Fuck! When I tried to jump up for the next tile/rock, my left hand slipped off & there goes my ONE CHANCE! I was really dissapointed with myself. VERY! Urgh, how I wish I could go back & redo everything.. Ben was the ONLY ONE WHO GOT INTO THE FINALS! Good one Ben. Earnest ALMOST reached the top but he slipped off. Nvm dude, there's always next time =D I went abt barefooted. Went to the aircon area and chilled down wih Jolyn. Manage to release it all out =D Was/am Still dissapointed at myself. Went to the playground played like no ones business. We're one big gigantic (or only me) kids! Awesome~ HAHAHA, me Jolyn played under the shelter, on music & sing to it. Over all I really had fun with them. Played surfers board(was it?) I tore my last toe's skin = Ouch much, somemore I am gonna use a sneaker to walk with. Thanks Gina for letting me use your PINK slippers ;DD Ahh Well, I'll upload the Pics tmr or smtg. My First week of holidays are filled with school! =/ Monday Physics with Mrs Loh: 2pm-5pm Tuesday, Climbing: 10am to 1pm Wednesday, FREE! Thursday Chemistry with Mrs Loy: 9am-10am & then Climbing: 10am-1pm Friday, FREE! Saturday Dragonboating =) Sunday Tuition in the Afternoon! HAHAH. I am FILLED UP. Gahhh, I can go straight bonkers but lessons would be great for me to improve my results since I want to transfer out(real badly). I am facing some serious injuries. I sprained my ankle again -.-" BTW, thanks Benjy for the support =) Great classmate & team Over all, my experience in High-Wall today, I've learn alot of lessons: `Never to hesitate `Never give up `Do my Warm-Ups properly `Train harder `Don't blame the coach or the people bcs it's your strength & no one but you who could change it `Do PROPER planning before stepping up the wall `Climb as if we were having Fun instead of a real Competition `Learn from mistakes & over come it. `Do more endurance run `More hangs/pull ups `It's okay to talk to yourself just to clam yourself down. Even so you'll look retarded =) `There's always smtg to achieve in every competition HEIGHT IS NOT A FEAR & IT'LL NEVER BE! Fear is something 'Evil' never to say the word 'Fear' when you have not overcome it.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Tales of a dwip
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! Let's Jump for Joy! Well, I've got 3 POA homeworks, 1 Physics, 1 Chemistry & 1 Mathematics =) I hope my holiday would be one awesome one. I really need to buck up. *sigh* with such results, I would rather stay in GYSS and again, TRY to survive with it. Charis does what she usually do. & I danced/runaway from Poh Chuang. One great day =) Went AV to watch 'Ice Age 2'; Mr Yee brought us. Sadly we watched it half way. Okay. Straight back to now =D Daank I almost cried in class againw hen my report book was being opened. hooooo, I wanted to get out quickly & get myself corrected AGAIN... ppfffttt -.- Hi Li-Ray Royce! Read this! This was what you did to me. `knowing that I like you, you test my feelings with other girls. -I was disgusted more likely when you did that `you insulted me one piece of shit just bcs I did not manage to send you off to the airport -MYE. wth Were you expacting. You said my edu was more important than departing `you brought back my past, recalling what actually happen on that very incident -you know what, my past did haunt me down. but FUCK OFF! You don't even know her in the first place why the heck bother?! Hey pathetically, your life was just too boring to be told. Thinking that I am traumatized with knives, HELL NO. I manage to over every of it. `eversince you're with a girl, you think I am jealous -WAIT! in the first place I was sad that you left Singapore BUT I was entirely happy when my feelings for you faded away. &&& chatting to me on the phone with her on the background just makes me think that you are 'Clingy'. I pity her ohh-soo-too-badly. `laughing at me when I am not able to transfer out -pphhfftt* You low life. I am hurt enough that my grades are going down & there you are making it worst. Hey, I would rather be in Singapore than to be with you in the same class as you. It's a GOOD THING I PRAYED TO GOD TO MAKE YOU GO AWAY & MAKE ME FORGET YOU, but it seems He is giving me an Extra gift =) LASTLY you made me laugh. -You said "I'll be there for you when you have a brokenheart" `simply, mine, it was fixed. Now I am really happy with what my life is without you around. I am breathing is OXYGEN instead of smoky air. Now be Good Li-Ray Royce Jeffery =D Or better known as 'Stink-Ray' to me ;D
Thursday, May 28, 2009
greatest dissapointment
Happy Birthday Nabby (14)! (which was suppose to be yesterday)
*pissed off*
That's it. I have got to study harder. No matter what I really needa get my ASS OUT OF THAT FUNGUSTICAL SCHOOL! Before I get anywhere & go crazy, I have got to let loose of my screws. I won't let her down this time EOY Examinations. I am seriously gonna make her smile. Fruck it Man! Before I regret anything, I better mark one point in this: Abt the school, I'll mark Jolyn's qoute:
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
blast the head bands
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLANDINA(15) & JOVENA(16) =D Love you guys alot! & tmr would be someone VERY special to me ;D Time to BURST.. I HATE YOU LI-RAY ROYCE! (you know who you are) hmph* Having a crush on you for almost a year. I know one thing abt you. I have alot to say what I've kept in my mind since last year but when you started ignoring me, I felt like I have been a reatard all this while. Or am I? heh. Well, I have ntg to say to you right now. I am done =) Okay, I am really shagged. I wanna go for another night jog with Elyssa this Friday. Yesterday was one of the best. I got a buddy in the end. Jogged & manage to release my stress =D I am EXTREMELY HAPPY! Did 20 incline pull-up. Hey its my begining. & Hangs 30 sec! Awesome. Now, my tummy's feeling some bad ache. Youchie* Gonna get my results on Thursday. Psy is gonna represent my parents on the 'Parents Meeting Session'. Awesome or what! She is legal enough, above 18 years old alr. heehaahoo~ I love what my life is now. Well for now.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
great senior =)
Pricilla Lum Happy Tuning 17!! ![]() HAHA. It was one of the best hang outs I've ever had with with the Dudes ;D HAHAH. Went Fish & Co. Me & Kak Yaya was lost. Knowing that Fish & Co. doesn't exist in Plaza Singapura. HAHAH, called Pric in the end. & found Park Mall. Aiyooo. Okay, I am an EXTREMELY PICKY EATER. I can't deny that. & I can't eat certain food mainly bcs my skin is really sensitive. That made my life harder. & my eating habit is bad enough for now. I only drink these days & eat less =/ hhhmm, Pric got a lil bro. Huan Kai =D It was seriously funny when Huan Kai was trying to feed his Gay Partner, Alex. I CAN'T GET THE SHOT OF THEM! AiiYooo.. && sweet scene, Huan Kai fed Pric, awww. (Better feel touched!) Sweet Siblings =D hhmm, Pric was dragged to the center. I guess she don't know it is still huh. (hahaha) Got a pic of her. Well loads of it. Cant upload it... It was speechless, & I wasn't myself yet. I lost momentum of myself after Dragonboating training. I was in pain, my blisters got in contact with the river. & my fingures got cliped inbetween two boats. It was a dead suffer for me. I should have just not come for the training. I lost energy. But yet, I did spend my Friday preciously. Went Climbing with Jade (my senior), it was a plan. & guess what, I am able to complete at LEAST 2 routes out of the 6 or 5 =) & sweet blisters. My arm cramped up, did a total of 30 incline pull up. & 5 sets of 6 sec hold-bar. It was on of the training I want =D OAC doesn't give me much. When seniors are not there, not fun = After training, went to Clarke Quay to buy gift for Pricilla (hope she likes it). & DG! Jade shared BJ ice cream. Her treat. Thanks =D I am growing fatter alr. HAHAH. Thanks AWESOME PEOPLE for making my week the bestest. I am sure to miss all this! Pricilla's party was fun. Dragonboating training was a pain. Rock Climbing with Jade was one of the best I've had this week. Soo Far. Thanks people. I'll try and get back on track. PS:// Rock Climbing competition is just next Saturday & I am having a lil confident in me. PSS:/ I may want to quit/stop Dragonboating, I have studies to persue. PSSS:/ I wanna try out new sports. I want to venture more! PSSSS:/ I'll miss REACH team when I first came into the team! *shrieks* PSSSSS:/ I am getting fatter & I swear I am gonna jog more. I am slacking these few days/weeks. I guess I am done here. & I LOVE YOU PRIC, KAK YAYA, HUAN KAI, ALEX, DICKSON, WEI CHONG, JADE, JOLYN, RYUK, NAFILAH, JUNDAH, AIN, CHERYL, GINA, CHARIS, JAMIE, & BENJY FOR MAKING THIS WEEK AN INCREDIBLE WEEK FOR ME =) I am sure to bring back whom I used to be in the past. Just wait. It'll come back!
Thursday, May 21, 2009
kiss the wall
When I heard the sec 2's talk abt thier camp. I was JEALOUS to the muches. They got ROCK CLIMBING INDOORS WITH THE NICE WALL D= Boo you xP I am truely 'Hurt'. Ouh Yeah, Happy Part, I was selected for OAC's Olympic thingy in Singapore Indoor Statium! HOHOHOHO xD && I am gonna busy spending my time with kids during the June sch hols stuffing in CIP hour. RYUK at LAST I got smtg to kill me up during my HOLS DUDE~ Ouh, rock-climbing competition is just Next Week & I AM NOT READY. Gonna tag some people in GYSS =) Shall plan with Jade. Jolyn too. EXTREMELY SOON! Maybe during our June Hols?! I am really REALLY HAPPY to the Extreme Maximum! I can'r wait for tmr & the day after tmr =D Let's just pray this weeks DB is not as intense as last week. I'll DROWN!!! I SAW MY SEC 2 BESTIES, GOD HOW MUCH I MISS THEM! I was given a Name Logo by Ame ;D Love Him Truck Bits. HAHAH. = Ian.D ; He called me Ian instead of Oegi. Just the way I love it! (The 'D' is mainly to seperate my name from the other "Ian's")
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
oac on Sunday!
I have got no idea how blogger want us to arrange the photos anymore. The pics are jumbled up =) OAC outting. Jerico, Clint, Gina, Cheryl, & Jolyn. Some people can't make it. Most were sec 2's. They had camp stuff to pack up. Monday is thier camp in JBAC! *envious* Okay, I was late. We missed 131. I had my bar in my mouth. I didn't had breakfast. Rushing. Like I've said, it was Sunday, Saturday I put my 101% of energy in Dragonboat 3km endurance training. Facing some serious skin rashes too. Soo that makes it even worst =/ Faced blisters, suffering blue-blacks, skin tear & an angry tummy~ But over-all, I slack. ALOT. But the place was nice to slack though. I wanna make it like my house xP Always going there to train myself. I don't mind =D Okay pics. Sorry if I spoil your eye-sight. My pimples, I am gonna find it's perfect cure. & bad hair day. I start tying it up alr. The freezy ways always irritates me. PHOTOS =DD ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I look like some &*()()_*& (keep your comments to yourself) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() JK, don't kill me. ![]() ![]() If I stay in GYSS, I'll carry her inheritance down =DDD ![]() ![]() June School Holidays Baybeh~! I am gonna love my life. BTW, I might consider changin my blog link cause my blag link had been staying up for three years. I wanna change mainly bcs I don't want people whom I hate, read my blog. I wanna lead my life in peace. Not wanting disturbance =D I was thinking of smtg that can relate to me WELL. Smtg people know who I am =) That might be a suprise. BTW, the thing abt me transferring school. I just hope I manage to pass & get out BUT OAC! I can't live my life without 'em..
welcome back!
WELCOME BACK SEC 2's !! HAHA I Miss You Guys Truck Loads. Although it's been only Three Days & Two Nights =) ![]() It was dead fun back in JBAC times =D The camp, the team, the AWESOME games & also incidents. None can be forgotten. Today, the whole morning I was excited & jumping abt waiting for the Sec 2's to arrive. & AFTER MY RECESS they came -.-" HAHAH. So I went up to see if I saw any whom I know, & I did =D Mushira & Farhana. I was dead Happy!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH~ *Jumping* The kayaking session was the best for my group, Nicholas slipped and fell followed by some people, Zaza fell too xD It was the best =) I just can't forget anything there. It was too AWESOMEEEE xP
hahah. JK dude. But yeah, my camp for OAC got postpond due to 'H1N1' in Malaysia -.-" Soo much of thier 'Halal' sight *pukes* I wanna go BACK SEC 2 =C They can't be the only people to have ALL THE FUN! Share leh! ![]() Soo, yeah, I was sleeping and the next thing I found out, I was sliding down -.-" HAHAH, someone(a girl, I don't know who) SNORED! zzzzzz AHAHA, it was funney. & Zaza took my sleeping bag & I have to sleep sitting down hugging myself to warm myself down. Yikes* Camp was AWESOME~ I really missed those times. I miss laughing my ass off & smiling almost everyday with my crazy bunches. =D I wanna climb again & I swear I will. Jolyn! Dian! Jade! Let's CLIMB =D There's Training for OAC tmr, I wanna hear thier side of the story =DD TELL ME!! I miss Camp BADLY!
Monday, May 18, 2009
aching yet sweetish memories
HOHOHO! I shall blog for Saturday =) I woke up, got ready for Dragonboat Training, having a positive mind that it's gonna be fun, exciting & AWESOME =D I went there alone 'cause Kak Yaya told me she's gonna be late. When I reached there, Kak Yaya was alr there before me! Aiyoyo... HAHAH, FOR THE FIRST TIME: Pricilla came late for training, same goes for Benedict xD So training starts & I forgot, no MI students = Not much noise. No AWESOME Calvin. hehehe, soo, New Rowers took the 10 men boat while we Old Rowers took the 20 men boat when we have only 10 people. *heartbroken* Okay, Wei Hua was NUTS! 3km endurance training! My screws went loose as my stamina went down, we have not trained for the past two weeks.. Soo, I loose everything. Sorry Kak Yaya, I made you remind me abt my strokes continously! But heh, Wei Ming kept on talking with Kah Wei (or was it Jia Wei?) I wonder how he is able to do that =/ Some parts he will say "Smile & Row, Smile & Row" -.-" Okay, changed sit, Wei Ming sat behind, Benedict sat infront as the pacer, need to row back together as a team. Kak Yaya shouted, I was shocked, the back-pack wasn't concentrating. Relax Sis =)) Shall not elaborate on the next set. My mouth caught water continously -.- DANGER! Okay, New team mates. hhmm, okay, I really feel like they don't have the passion in them, after I read my seniors blog, I understand them. Can say I am quite new to the team also, but what's with the attitude man?! Okay Daryl's bro was nice! So he is not part of the story. Yikes* I hope those piercings would be out bcs the next training, you might need to shout. With Miss Tay as your coach, you'll die eventually needing to meet up to her expectations. Soo, lunched. & met up with Kak Yaya's friend, (Kak) Leena (? betul tak?) heheh. Went abt, I bought PANTIES =) There's one with Doraemon on it. I'm LOVIN it =DD HEEHAAHOO~ Cuticle =) Okay rushed off to Changi Airport, met my Mak Nga & Pak Nga. I was with my paddle, soo it's a lil awkward. Sent my Mak Long off. Abg Hasan sent me, my dad & mom home =) When I reached home, I went stright and lie down FLAT on the floor & settle my muscles. Now my arse got abrasion. My pants cutting tooo big! Yoish, must not get FBT's anymore, the fabric can't last me long!! berghh. ~~~ Sunday! All I can say I skipped Madrasah, the rest updates once I get the pics from Gina =D I miss Sec 2 Camp alot! I really wanna go back xP JBAC, TAKE ME BACK! Don't think you're smart, I have to feel & respect you! Firstly, that'll never happen =) I shall mix with my kind rather than wanting to fit in to your UPTIGHT society. Believe me, I live my life better than you. I do admit, my life, I experience alot & I met alot of wonderful people. That's one reason why I (PS://Malays & Muslims are not equal. There's a HUGE diff gaps in between them) & Alex; yeah they just tend to have dreams but not working hard for it! They're ambitious, in thier dreams =DD I am stating the FACT!
Friday, May 15, 2009
Beautiful
HOHOHOH~ I am blogging much recently =) I have got no idea why is that soo but, yeah. hhhmmm, shld haave not come today. Well, only during POA, it became some 'Sexuality Education' Mr Goh taught us. I did not get any test papers. English, Mr Chua told us maybe by next week. Gah, I want to go back Sec 2 Camp. buh, I wanna goooooo =( *whinning* I am SOOO SUPER DUPER WOOOPER EXCITED FOR TMR =DD Dragonboat Training @ Kallang River HOHOHOHO. I have no slippers = Psy spoilt mine up & freaking stingy to fork out the amount of money I used to pay it. Sunday would be going Climb Asia with 'not fully' the team. Avery & Earnest aren't coming and that sucks. BUT THERE'S JOLYN! hohoho =DD Jerico have not been replying my messages -.-" Mushira ain't coming =( *heartbroken you KNOW* Clint not sure... haish, I hope my team won't break apart. I love them TOO MUCH =) Hee Haa Hoo! I am gonne buy NEW sandals! Brazilianno Praia & Havainas Slippers. I have got to be loaded by then =(
Thursday, May 14, 2009
live the life
Armin Van Buurenn & Gorillaz are the BEST! wohohohohoh Okay, I have been trying my best to watch 'Legally Blondes' until it finishes. Sadly, when it almost complete it's download, my comp hang -.-" I watch like 3/4 of the of the show alr.. I wanna know the ENDING! berghhh* Okay, since today is my so-called 'Holiday' and my papers are done, I am worried sick for my results = I am extremely Worried. I needa pass =/ HAHAHA, yesterday went J8 at night with Psy. Huuray! It's been soo long Psy! Okay, I spot the camera that I wanted!! but the price is nice too =( Canon IXUS 980 - $600[Black] Canon IXUS 100 - $400[Golden] My heart was pumping real fast. Psy is gonna get her own Lumix cam. I want mine Canon =) at least IXUS 980, 14.7 Million Pixels.. hoooooooo~ I like good photography. While IXUS 100 is 12.1 Million Pixels... Well, my mom bought a 4 Mega one. $200 bucks -.-" Now the camera is like crazier than me. It lasted for only 1 year or 2. Hey! I live longer than that tehnology. I sounded like some spoilt brat, shucks* but yeah, I shall deserve it than. At least if I pass all my test? Maybe. I know I am gonna flung my POA, Science-due to Physics, & Maths = See how stupid am I. Can't rmb the simplest work form xP haish, I guess after my 'N's than it shall be my work done ~ I'm a creep & that can't be helped
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
just read. I am spilling the truth.
My exams are finally over =) Glad to be able to do my POA Paper 1. Thanks Jolyn, Gorilla & Pricilla for your help! I love you Guys for Eternity xP ~~~ I am gonna ignore people whom've actually betrayed my trust on them =) Thinking I am stupid to the top-knotch. Guess that you're the stupid one aye? HAHAHA. Sad life huh. haiyaa. Can't tell you to 'Get a Life' when you are actually living one -.-" Just that, it should be OBVIOUS when I am ignoring you =D Spilling my secrets deep within, wth. I guess your life has no story to start out with that's why you wana tell mine =] Thanks, indeed, what you spilled, it doesn't seemed to match my life story... *pppssstt*- Try Harder NumbNuts!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Exams in Sentosa =)
Yesterdays trip to SENTOSA! It was my first time, shush*. HAHAH~ It was AWESOME =D SPOILER RIGHT! hahaha, my reasons: To get out of the house =) Short, Sweet & Simple. Okay, hhhmmm, Pric & Ben came, then Benjy came, & then we walk past Subway to meet Pric's Friend, & at the same time, visit the Giant. Met Teck Seng, Pric's Friend, & waited for the Giant to open. Alex came! The Old Dragonboater whom I forgot I actually, I think, met him before =) HAHAHA, Wei Chong was like some 'Typical Singaporean'- What the rest said xD Okay, it was open, *i forgot who* took the trolley & we all start putting our bags in it. Bought Drinks, Bread & Tuna. & OFF TO SENTOSA wwwweeeeehhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ & the journey of Pricilla, Alex, Dian, Teck Seng, Wei Chong, Benedict, Benjamin, & Calvin starts in Siloso BEACH =D *Jump for Joy!* I became the part time photographer. Well, a bad one actually =/ Benedict (a.k.a. Makcik) start wearing the HUGE towel of his as the 'Tudung' hahaha! He accompanied me to the toilet, & you know what, we walk a long distance and then make a turn again, & the toilet was actually near us -.-" Got changed to my shorts & played VolleyBall! & look at that Makcik. Wear the tudung sooooo long. & then it was time to get our feets on those sands & HIT THE BALL, or what Calvin said 'Volley the Ball'. Still feeling cold huh Ben? I took some pics, before playing =) It's a nice candid. Played Frisbee next =) Calvin CAME!! Mr AWESOME~ He & someone, went to the water. Soo, we started shifting our stuffs nearer to the part where we're gonna splash/swim/have fun(?) Suddenly, the Sun faded away & grumpy/jealous grey clouds took over. Poured some drizzled on us =( & we shifted... ![]() Might consider asking to take pics during your wedding? hehehehe! Get myself wet, Priclla got herself dragged into the sea by Wei Chong & someone.. STML, sorry. & the next aim was Alex xD He was chased by Wei Chong. but he had to surrender, too many people chasing him already. Played Monkey in the waters, I can't swim, okay, I am scared of swimming actually, soo yeah. I almost drowned, I don't know why my leg soo itchy to go deeper =\ My fault, sorry Wei Chong who have to save me = So urm, I became Monkey twice. The waves love me! Huhuhuuu~~ (pukes) Soo, hhmmm, have a HTHT(heart-to-heart-talk) with Benjy, mind you, he is already attach to Audrey (correct or not my spelling?) abt schools. I need people who've graduated advise abt thier secondary school life. So yeah, I didn'tt want to eat, they had Tuna in a bread, I don't eat Tuna =) Very Picky huh? (yes) Accompanied Benjy to buy some food, walked all the way! Good for exercising =D hhhmmm, so, went 7eleven, Benjy bought 2 bowls of instant noodles =Z Waiyoo... So chatted.. Came back, the rest dig some holes in the sand. & Benjy was burried. Wei Chong found this Coconut-like bra which one-side of it is too small. ![]() Yikess... Benjy made this type of 'Molesting-Pleasure' type of sound. Bad example Senior! The rain was settled, played VolleyBall under the rain also.. & it was time to shower! I took one fast one. I dislike staying in the toilet for soo long. BOOO & guess what, the guys are taking a longer time to shower! Maybe there's too many guys inside.. Can't blame them. Then train back to Vivo.. Kinda dissapointed that the Sun came out after we showered, how dare! Oh-Well, sooo, Subway was thier eating place, I let my tummy growl for some moments. I can't eat while studying. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I was going bonkers memorizing the Law's & Principles in Physics =/ It's been a Great time being with the team, or New team member and old =DD You guys made my day! Train back with Alex, Benedict. While we're in the Red Line Train, one indian guy kept looking at me. Very Pissingful! Bloody Fool. Up and Down somemore. I looked away, & made a clumsy 360 degrees turn, stupid right? (VERY!) Then Alex's stop & then Bishan. OFF TO HOME STRAIGHT, go download some videosfor my Physics. & Textbook on my face when I sleep.... ZzzZZZzzzzzZZZzzzz~ I dreamnt of 'Him' again. It feels really really sad though.... & you know what! When I woke up, I fell off the couch, & the book tip land one my head -.-" Nice one, & when I look at the time, it was 3.15 am. Slept in my parents room floor. & woke up at 0635! Whaaa PONG! My dad sent me on his scooter to school.. Ya Hoooo. & I shall not elaborate abt my Papers today =) Tomorrow would be my last paper, POA Paper 1, and have to assemble in school 0915. YaaHoo! All the WAY! Next time, outting must have Wei Ming, Daryl, Kak Yaya, & the rest of the team =DD
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Simplest confession
Happy Belated Birthday Mom & Happy Mothers Day! You know that I love you not metter what ;) Greatly, I am thankful that she gave me almost everything that is needed for me before I lead my indepent life. Thanks to you, although I may not be able to venture out at a young age, you made me feel open at home & then to the outside world. I am sorry if I am not able to inherit your next family biz, I think I can help out once in a while. You knew my future eversince I was young. Sports was my life, you gave me the experience in secondary school life.. & now, I manage to receive your support for me to transfer out. I know I suck as a daughter, but do rmb, we sisters might fight 24/7 especially with me. But they know thier limits. I am glad you understand my feelings & what happened to me when I punched one of them in the eye. I am sorry if I was born a weakling. I have alot of traumatizations happening around. I wasn't smart like the others. -You were there to hold me in your arms & calm me down. Giving me the support that I might need in the near future. Up until now, I still cry when Grandmom told me abt you savng my life when I was a baby. We almost got hit by a car, but you threw me on the grass patch when you fell on the cement.~sometimes, you made me realise life when I always say I don't deserve it. Thank You Mom. You're my inspiration. I will make sure, I'll atleast inherit the love you gave me & other people =D
The Feelings Again =D
HEY HO! I am back to blogging =) Gladly to say, I am happy I could attempt my Chemistry Paper =) POA Paper 2. Nope. I can't get the Trial Balance, "Balanced" =( HHHMMM, Social Studies paper really killed me. The last two minutes before the time is up, my idea came to mee -.-" I just noticed I write super slow lah. Aiyoo... HHHMMM, Maths Paper 1 was AWESOMELY~AWESOME =D I could do most of the questions. It's an Okay paper afterall. Geography was managable =| I am seriously screwing the paper up though. Yikess** HAHAHAH. Geog Paper ended early, soo Sherilyn's dad fetched her. I was suppose to go home alone but bumped into Shandy =)) Accompanied her to Tomson Plaza, my first time there. HeeHaaHoo, POPULAR hasn't open. SO me and Shandy had Breakfast at KFC. The food is disgusting somehow =/ Okay, alot of events happen. It was a blastful fun =] Ah-well. I really enjoyed my week greatly =P I seriously gonna kill Nabby! What potion did she put on me? I am missing her alr =( HAHAHA. I seriously miss my madrasah days with her. Getting scolded by that I Miss Her already. She's the BEST kiddo I've ever met for a friend a year younger than me =D I wonder how long I've not been contacting her. I went St. Gabs but I lost her contact half-way through =[ Sorry Bestie.. JOLYN, we HAVE GOT TO CATCH UP~
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
chances
Opportunity was given but one passion have to be gone. My Passion for Martial Arts is increasing, yet now, if I were to take it up, I have to let loose Dragonboating.
Once, Dragonboating wasn't my passion but only an interest, but now, it's my passion. I know, I am asking for too much. I wanna try smtg new for atleast once. If only I am smart, I don't mind joining Martial Arts. Well, I have to prove that I am able to cope by passing my MYE too =) I won't let either Rock-Climbing nor Dragonboat leave my life. My life is always under the sun. Yet Martial Arts is part of my anger. I love tough things. ~ I can do it! ~
Saturday, May 2, 2009
it's only life~!
[Edited] Yesterday, Pric called to study. Kindaf last minute.Soo, since I am free & exams just surrounding me, I rushed everything & meet her. EHK! The place we studied was AWESOME~! Seriously man.. Met her, went to this restraunt, & studied. She treat me with tea (or was it coffee)?? hee haa hoo... In between our study hours, did some chatting & laugh our gag off! But heh, did have a great time, she taught me alot. All those advance type. =)) VERY AWESOMELY GREAT! Joy~ness =DD Today, ice-cream party. Reach Dragons. Went to the 'Reach Centre'. But bumped into Jia Wei, Ronald & Jia Jun. I went straight to meet Anne for my shampoo ;D Met Joanne & the party begins. HAHAHA! The game part was fun. Was playing this game of 'Names' as new members are joining. HAHAHA! Raymond last time got 'accidentaly' smacked by me, & today, I hi his face with the long bread xDD Pricilla hit the worst. It's like, the look of her attack, there's an impact given. PhhooYooohh! It was a BLAST.. All of us received RED BUTT-REST. As a gift or was it souve? heh. We wrote on each others butt rest, like wishes etcetc.. Showed videos & sorts. The MI team left off for thier training. My teams training is gonna resume on the 16th May =) After my MYE & also which my OAC can't go, Pump Fest =(( Shucks.. Well, to recall back, I have plans to stop dragonboating after the PA Paddle Championship. BUT, after today, I notice, the team spirit & my passion for DB is there. After meeting those type of people, it's something that changed me. I am AWESOMELY GLAD TO BE IN DRAGONBOAT TEAM! I will do what my passion tells me. & I am suprised that Jia Wei is my age. I die die thought he is like sec 4E typo lor! But heh, he is smart ;D I love Reach Team =)) ~~~~~ Come to think of it. I did complained alot. That's one bad habit Dian. shucks* Pricilla told me this, 'Cherish more, complain less' That somehow did brought a sudden jerk to my physical mind state. Okay, I did hate my current class. Well, to be true, not all whom I hate. Seriously, I tried to bond, it's hard. Seriously hard when you were the only malay girl in class. Everyone speaks in chinese, & when you ask to translate, it's hard. I know it is. Don't think I can do much eh. Well, my class, I can say immatures do exist. Even I do, but it's just that, sometimes you have to know when to be serious and when not too. That's why, I let things effect me. Ouh well, it's hard for me to study when no one is actually bonding with you. =) Can say, my class is protactive & fun. That's positive. Negativity, I can't really say it out loud as those only apply to cerain people. *I am truely sorry to my classmates but No Offence, I have to be frank* It's been hard when some people hate someone in that class. Ouh well, I do, & that's not just one. Eventually quite a number. Well, even the teachers are being an ASS. This is when I suffer. I don't even dare to talk to those whom I was never close too. Ryuk told me 'People change, either good or bad' I do trust that part. & I see changes. For me, I know I'm still an immature. Whenever I am in class or school I was never myself. I can never be, mainly bcs I am scared people judge me negatively. I guess I was the stupid one. One of my main reason to transfer school was also abt friends & classmates. But what happen if I transfer, wouldn't it be the same or it'll get worst? -Alot of people asked me that before. I can't believe I used to tell myself this: "When you start smtg somewhere, you have got to end it at the same place" When I think logically, if you're in a marathon, your starting point & ending points are different but the starting point & ending point belongs to the same race. You wouldn't want to (for example) Start a race at Marathon 1 & half way go to Marathon 2 for it's finishing point. You will look like a retard. It will make you look like a retard. I want to cherish my secondary school life =) It'll be great. I guess, when I see the class & some students, I dont think I should be mixing with them. & the others, we're just too different. They are fun people who just go with the flow while since I am a 'Prefect' teachers expect 'Perfection' from us. That cocked me up one way or another. It's really hard for me. Well, I did cherish some moments when I am in that class. Those times are just pure happiness. Ouh well... I don't think I have the rights to say it out loud but, yeah, all I can do now, is be myself. I miss that =D 3N1'09, I really wish I pass & transfer out. I am able to leave that class, heh, advantage, they don't need teachers to translate from chinese to english, although I want to learn, it'll waste time. OAC, maybe twice or trice a months meet up at Climb Asia would be a greta idea =) I am just a text away. Friends, there's always meet ups. Sms, msn, or e-mail. Technology are very much advance these past few years. & GYSS is gonna suck BADLY as the seniors are graduating. Always be ready to venture new places. Always have an open mind. Always be optimistic.
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