Okay. I screwed up my afternoon. My results made me to an automatic silent mode.
I failed 2 subjects; POA & Humanities.
Two band 4's; English & MTL
Two band 5's; Mathematics & Science

With these marks, I can get nowhere when my aim is to be able to transfer out.
I went straight silent. Psy, she replaced my mom for Parents Meeting Session.
She was dead shock herself. Dissapointment was one thing that stung her mind when Mr Yee opened my report card.
Received talks from Psy, she was EXTREMELY DISSAPOINTED I've got a 64.4 for my Malay.
& English from getting a GOOD maintainance of band 1's & 2's, it when straight down to Hell.
WIthout getting any band 3 I have got a band 4 for my English!
I was mad at myself. Totally.

URGH!!
Okay, I am weak. I cried alot alright. I prayed.
All I want is to be able to transfer out. Just that one.
But I guess I can't anymore. With such grades, no school would want to pick me.

*pissed off*

I lost my motivations already. Screw it.
& suprisingly, my CONDUCT was VERY GOOD -.-"
The part that make me smile a lil was my NAPFA test. Received a Gold for it =)
My L1B2: 13

That's it. I have got to study harder. No matter what I really needa get my ASS OUT OF THAT FUNGUSTICAL SCHOOL!
Before this get any worst, I better turn myself down.
My mom & Psy wants me to quit Dragonboating & I will.

Before I get anywhere & go crazy, I have got to let loose of my screws.
I wanna go for a run later. Seriously. I am TRUELY DISSAPOINTED IN MYSELF.
God.. Whatever it is, I will show Psy what I could do with Good Education.

I won't let her down this time EOY Examinations. I am seriously gonna make her smile.
POA. Just a few more. I those two, I failed Boarder Line le!

Fruck it Man!
Berghhh***** =/

Before I regret anything, I better mark one point in this:
"Don't regret, bcs it's leading you to nowhere. BUT learn from it"

Abt the school, I'll mark Jolyn's qoute:
"Find a way, or, make one"