Results were out.
First time, i was feelingless, bcs everything turns out the way it was suppose to be.
Expected.
Okay, right.. Maths - MASSIVELY HUGE dissapointment.
I went speechless for a moment, & went "wth hell happen to my freaking score?"
From 80++ to a freaking C6. Seriously, i was out of my world.
Screw EOY papers, the whole Maths Paper was covered up with algebra, fractions, algbra fractions and paper 2 too has the same amount but TAO CAH SOH part was a huge brain killer.
Good thing Mr Yee understood the situation.
Oh well, quite happy though that i manage to look back at my sec 1 & 2's results.
Those glorious days!

Love your smile =)

Big Day

Wedding pictures (credits to Along for the pics).
17th October - 18th October 2009 was Biggy's BIG DAY!
A husband and his room is MINE! HEHEHEHE.
Miss him though.

Nafilah yesterday =D
Had lunch and walk around. My legs were NUMB and i have to bare myself from limping.
HEHEHE, if my doctor know that i'm not wearing my ankle guard, i'm digging my very own death bed.
Can't believe Nafilah suits almost every shoes and that includes those going wet markets.
HAHAHAHA! Back at 'cha babe.

Bibik Inah's house on Sunday.
Cuzzies were usual but less noise were made =\
The only main entertainment was watching the poor (baby)Fadil being kisses by his aunties.
HAHAH! Love the kiddo. Miss cousins.

Holidays, i am really packed.
Land Competitions to Trainings on Land and Sea to Sea Competitions -.-
My family won't travel Overseas nor Overland. That's REALLY sad.
The only country that we (get to fly over Land and Rivers) went was Saudi Arabia.
Cutting on my drugs, i am getting better and fatter.
Jogging anyone?

I spent 4 hours cleaning up the house the other day and it took less than an hour to get the house messy again.
Soo much of my BIG EFFORT #$%^&*(

I don't mind staying at home but i can't survive under it 24 hours STRAIGHT.
Just for once, i needed Psy real badly..
need to go out at least an hour - AT LEAST AN HOUR OF OUTDOORS.

why is the outdoors soo addictive?

Missed sch bcs i could barely leave the toilet.
Okay, i have high hope that i'll fail Comb. Science & Humanities.
If i happen to fail any more subs (overall) - Alleluia!
Sec 4, i'm not ready AT ALL.
'Shopping' with Psy's HUGE fun! Must go out soon.
I'm sooo gonna spoil my hols with Studying. THAT'S it, i miss sleepovers alr.
Hel's been complaining abt the pics:
"Sorry babe, for now, I'll only uploads pics with my previous hairstyle =) No current pic bcs I look like a dickhead"

imm get my new phone sooon! Changing numbah.

Miss that HairStyle alot (ps:not the bangs)..

I kicked out my late nights just to ace mathematics but it turns out to be a HUGE dissapointment.
What a waste, for now, I could pray for myself wether to retain or promote.
Like even if you get into sec 4, you don't get sec 3's sub - it'll get you nowhere.
Further more, it's my 'N'level year! WORST. Have to aim high =|
Yeah, like i could retain.. with me scoring for english *big shit*
Stressing out right now. I have ALOT to catch up on, like massively ALOT!
From Chem to Phy to POA to Geo (M.F. Maps!) to MTL
No use crying/Blaming myself out bcs this shows how hard i've put my efforts into it
Head Start pro. starts first two weeks during hols and sadly, i'm off to OBS on the second week.
Nonetheless, climbing comps starting and i'm dissapointed in my climbing skills.
Dragonboating Coach's been sms-ing me when to com back for training.
During my exams and even after my exams. Give me a BREAK!
It's bad enough my studies and climbing stamina/skills are dropping massively fast.
I've stressed out enough and STOP! STOP forcing me to go back A.S.A.P., i've more things to worry abt.


Sch feels FUCKED UPSIDE DOWN, still i have to get myself hyped.
2010, i'm FREAKING WAITING!

Screw you Gorilla for loosing Biggy's gift!

Right, tmr's some NE thingy with the pathetic school.
& i have a ginormous ZIT on my right cheek and it's fucking swollen.
I need to do some shopping & also some SUN-FUN.
Need to find the perfect dy before the rainy season =)
Oh-wellza' need to get ready for school.
NEXT WEEK LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL! TEEHEE~ Love the world.
have to quit partying around. it's getting quite annoying

Picture credit to Maizurah + Cute photographer Shafiq (Pri.2)
Tudung messy, sheesh.

• Plaza Singapura with Fadiilah after a million decades
• was BLASTING madness with her =)
• Orchard with Psycho
• Takashimaya - F21, Sephora, Kinokuniya, World of Sports, Watson, Fox, Cold Storage & ALDO accessories
• Bump into Jovena in Watson! She's damn adorable.
• Fell in love with a freaking nice watch! (first time needing smtg real badly)
• Train + Bus = Home

Gee, I was nvr this happy!
Thank god i met up with Fadiilah after soo many months/years. Miss her.
Hey, we've been school mates for 6 freaking years.
Fadiilah & Fauziyah, Aishah Razali & Elyssa were the ones that made me have memories in my primary school days.
I am finally getting to my senses of my own world.
Really ready for 2010 =)

2 long days. I'm pretty worn-off, slept for only 9 hours.
Pics with cuzzies both Mom's & Dad's side. Just waiting to receive 'em (soon).
Tmr Climb Asia, and I am having cramps all over my body.
How sweet is that, right now, accidentally took all my pills-twice.
I wonder if imma over sleep tmr.
Gonna get a proper update when I manage to get a decent pic =)
Maybe from my Brothers WIFE or my Sister-In-Law!

I'm digging my own death-bed right now.
School's really stupid, next week Monday & Tuesday - No School.
& it seems that today there's one, in the mid of hols (somewhat like that).
Geeting the SUN next week... FINALLY!
Specifically big brother's married (this SATURDAY!)and I'll be the next heir to his room.
Off to reading Totto-Chan!

HUGS!

Have to bare with school for TWO MORE WEEKS.
That's it! I have got to get the SUN (real badly)!
This week have to end FAST - I have to get back on jogging.
I am having 'TUMMY' for crying out loud! & my muscles are 'FATS'!
Oh Well~ I'm getting really ready for 2010 =D That's fast.. I know.

"YooHooo~ Whatever you say abt me, it reflects TEN TIMES BACK at 'cha. I don't know where i've gone wrong but what your flithy mouth speaks abt me tells me worst abt you. I force myself not to get back at you bcs my ignorance is the only way that speaks to you. Whatever you are, DONT TALK TO ME EVAR! (Peace) " - My sayings to NONE HUMANS IN GYSS.

Exams are over! Finally! HAHAH.
Learnt many lessons through there yikes, I can't believe I let myself stressed out.
Oh wellza, once lesson learnt, NVR to take sleeping pills when you are suppose to take you second paper.
SENTOSA here! Biggy's getting married in during the weekends.. BUSY! Gahhh, Have not sent the invitation card yet =\

All ze bst for ze Sec 2's. Love you guys shitloads- TEEHEE!
I have Hols while you guys are having your FINAL PAPER! HAHAHAH!

& Helia Van Liere too: I'll call you TONIGHT!

Awezzomez- dian's getting busy with her exams.
Barely got the time to call or webcam. Oh You Eff Bitch!
All the freakzing best for your exams; you know I love you. XOXO
Ohhha~~~ I miss you dianfarhanah <3
Just PLEASE for Pete' Sake! Never to ever cut your hair that short EVER AGAIN!
see u soon dianfarhanah. i'll be back for next year's F1 race. SENTOSA again?
"YES!"-dian

i blogg without dian knowing. shouldn't you guyz be studyin' for end of years!?



TEEHEE!
xoxo, Helia Van Liere

Back for only today. I'll be opening up books later for late night revisions.
Hari Raya for me, is over. EOY falls next Monday.
Lost appetite and have been drinking orange juice, milk, mineral water.. you name it.
Uhh, feel like quitting prefects but I'll waste all my points (2 only -,-)...
The feeling of it starts to creep me out. Everything abt prefectutorial board irks me.
Just don't touch me next year. Imma study till I can take my O's.
Finally!
After 7 months without Social Studies book, and hunting it down I finally got it!




I miss old times real badly.
Things gonna past and I can't stop it.
All the Best Seniors! `Cheers