imma miss fun ta-night =(
seriously, i wanna go with the team for the countdown party.. i guess it can't be helped.

starting 1 january, i wont be using blogger anymore.
my changed link would be up on Facebook.

you should know i'm crazy for the time being. kept deleting my post and shits.
live i've said, i don't feel comfortable reading after feeling comfortable typing.
shit happens, yeah.
came back from the gym & my sore throat is telling me that my body is TOO heaty.
thanks fasyae, great to have you around.

jerome: you know, partying while being single is really awesome!
me: ever since when were you even attach?
helia: all i know, you were attach at the age of 6 but broke up soon after.
me: i guess i know why
jerome: why? & what would you know babe.
me: you peep into her pants you mofo. you told me that yourself.
helia: omfd! you loon.
jerome: whaaaa..
& here where our Heart To Heart Talk begins =)

since tmr's new years eve, am very happy with what's given to me this year =D
learnt many things, had the most fun i've been missing out alot, & REAL friendships.
yea, i'm smilling now.
& my body feels like its gonna ache any sooner.
wanna go to the countdown party with the REACH but my parents strongly disapprove the idea of it.
sadly, my dad says it's against my religion & my mom is gonna start her nag.
now, i'm gonna have a FULL internal body ache.

she's coming back today, not sure what time. but WHO CARES! she's coming back to Singapore!
meeting her next year =) & i can't wait AT ALL

i really had a blast today =)
woke up nearing to noon & laze around, after a while, i continued making my cards.
met kak yaya at bishan mrt (sorry for being late). siying, pric, WEIMING!(missing this dude) & benjy at somerset. CS & darwynna at bedok.
there's continous talking & happy laughters that could be heard.
we manage to reach our meeting point & had our briefing. have no regrets saying those words =D
BBQ start, benedict, ronald, lucus & his buddy(shoot, i forgot his name again), akram & raymond came down.
camwhoring around, had difficulty eating bbq-ed chicken wing without proper utensils, wei ming NS stories, huan kai bullying a t-net dude (FUCKING FUNNY! xD) & goofing off with ronald & CS.
i just realised one thing (for what i find it is for me)bbq-ed hotdogs tasted WAYY better than boiled, oven or fried ones.
no doubts one that, teehee!
i really had a hard laugh during the bbq xD awesome good times.
kak yaya went 'missing' with raymond & benedict =,=" poor thing, next time i'll bring kak yaya 3 BIG packet of marshmallows.
HAHAHAHAHAH!
THANK YOU JOE CHAN for the ride =) next time, training also do the same xP
now, right this every single second, i can't wait for this saturdays training with the AWESOMESSS!!
pictures below, captions on top.



HAHAHA! this looks wrong





they are the cause of the chaos xP


huan kai's head was purposely being cut-off x) & HELLO ANG!

Sam Poh Ee!

Darwynna! Nyeheheh

Fernell aka Prison Man.

Darwynna: Dian, come i help to take picture of you and him
Me: don't want
Darwynna: Ohhh!
The Guy: Oh, i know. Nevermind it's okay.
Me: No! it's not like that! HAHAHAHA
The Guy: i know you don't like me
Me: noooo




AKRAM!
satay c.man


our team Manager & Chauffeur xP



our cycling date is still on. i'm finding a date out ^^,

Happy Birthday Dad!

thanks for believing in me & keeping me away from my own sadness and pain.
thanks for breaking me free & giving me the gift i awalys wanted.
I LOVE YOU DAD.

please make sure you're not munching onto anything while looking at the pics.
trust me, it's unpleasent. morefully, disgusting (even i'd said it)
rmb my tigh injury, well, it didn't get well the way it was suppose to be =/
BTW, please ignore the skin tone. i mean seriously, i snap it at different timings.
(trying hard to cover up)

Date Taken: 19th dec

20th dec

23rd dec

25th dec

It's kinda hard for me to sit cross-legged. my skin tend to pull & liquids will oozed out.
i was freaking out myself. it hurts even with the slightest touch & it's like blue-black by the side =|
well, reasons for me to post this, since Helia's been wanting to see how my wound looks like & how bad it is, here it is. Merry X'Mas bestie!
May the JOY be with You!
sorry yea babe i can't post much. but i'll send ya the pics through Jerome's e-mail!
Saturday! come fast =) & Sunday is both REACH BBQ's party & Dad's Birthday.
hool shit, i'm the worst daughter evar. i dont even know how old my parents are.
HAHAHAHA, whadda heck. i'm not sure of what to get for dad. maybe cake but moms baking it.
my dad's picky on expensive stuffs. he dont fancy them. card? it'll end up in a bin. watch? he don't wear one.
maybe just be home on time before he sleeps after the night news. yea, as long as he gets his sleep without my mom scolding me for being late.

Decided to delete the post bcs some people didn't have a pleasent tummy after thier turkey xP
alright a decent one. what the title says.
& i'm an ASS! my DAD's BIRTHDAY IS TMR! not Sunday.
how stupid can i get!? awhh, man. i didn't even manage to get him his gift =|
(i just realised it bcs i rmb the tsunami after christmas which i mark out for my dad's)
yeah, i'm happily smiling when people in those tsunami memorial are in thier grief state.
spent the whole day at home making pathetic cards & being covered up in glitters -,-"
tmr would be off during evening & be back on Sunday. having camp over x)

soo, what did santa gave you? & did you enjoy your turkey or left-overs?

Those were the days when glittering pens were my best pal when i'm absent, happy or hyped.
i flipped back my school organiser (yes, i used it. till now) i see glittering pages.
& some even vandalised ones =/ yeah, i will keep the organiser well =)
mainly bcs i have my new dragonboat team to stay alive and competitions.
also exams chapters being marked out. (those trying-hard-to-stay-organised-but-a-total-failure days)
[PS:// don't worry, my handwritting is no longer written that way. wow! i find that after a few weeks of not writting, my words tends to look NICER & DIFFERENT! xP]
school, teachers (& sometimes friends) & myself were the cause of my absence. my attendence was bad for 2009.
felt like giving botanical garden, singapore zoo, jurong bird park, underwater world & night safari a visit. anyone?
wait, i think night safari would be out of question bcs my mom hates me meddling with animals at night.
imma miss 2009 badly.

GYM-ing was too awesome till i'm too worn off.
i'm too tired... i walk too much til i could barely walk.
wanna try & make dreamcatchers for fun. but mom & dad are strongly against it.
oh whadda buck. i got $$$ for helping out mom for her cookies =D
Kak Yaya, safe trip to Johor tmr & Jolyn Lai, safe trip to Korea.
Nafilah, safe trip back to Indo tmr & to me, safe trip to the toilet in an hours time.
i think i ate expired food.
ran on the trackmill for continous 20 mins at different speed. once i got off the mill, i was close to hugging the land.
i can't balance my walk at all -,-" i looked drunk.

Weather was nice! Hanged out with Nafilah.
Serangoon, Ang Mo Kio, Raffles Place, Singapore River, Novena & Home.
i'm cold besides just finishing my night jog and sweating -.-"
once in a while, i dont get the weather at all!

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE IDAYU!

Nur Idayu. It's been really a long time seen we've last met =)
Birthday girl in advance.

i'm gonna make up for idayu soon. since i manage to spend only 10-15 mins there. Sorry.
HAHAH! Ji's calling me out. This keypad is REALLY nice to type on =)
They're playing with corks.
Camera's batt flat. Can't snap pics for now =(
Oh yeah, i'll be having movie marathon @ Siyings next week & REACH BBQ too ^^,
i can't wait for sleepovers before sch reopens =D
His room is REALLY NICE! Impressed bcs i've never seen a guy maintain his room this clean. The interior of his house too!
i wanna go down & see what kind of fun i can have.

That's my upper tigh. Rub against the rail for the 2.5 km endurance-race.
I have to becareful when i'm wearing my underwear alr. Soap hit the wound, i tend to jerk & give a stupid face expression.
& this is my elbow sides. Abrasion mainly.
it's HUGE ass! it's like the size of my straighten(if possible) middle finger to the end of my palm. Once touched, the pain is OMG.
It's even hard for me to wear a tee! =( i can't change to my pj tonight.
i know i've no muscles, JUST yet ;D Soon, after i do my daily 'toning' in the GYM =D

JUST LOOK AT THE DIFFERENT COLOR SKIN TONE! THIS IS AWEZOME SHIATZ!

Decided to edit a lil of my previous post last para bcs i find it's no use reading it back and feeling the grief & guilt.
but today was really worth it =) I ate junk food like FINALLY!
Okay, unhealthy - feel like puking any sooner. still cant get the use of junk food.
can't wait for alot of things to happen end of this year & end of next year!

i just can't get the grip right.
& i still feel guilty.

Favourite spot in the room.
it contains my PASSION & interest. Everything i owned, it's in there.

Today's dragonboat training was fun for me~ but i have to buck up with my strokes.
My pacing is no longer that strong my strokes are hey-wired.
Abrasions on my upper-tigh, shit pain & my left elbow. All thanks to my strokes & the side.
New rowers were good, we did something-like-enurance-race 2.5 km & 2 smtg smtg km.
my boat "won" twice bcs the boat we're in glides & everyone communicate well! =D
After sea training there's statics training(kinda like land training). We're doing it all under the rain!
Fun, and after it ends, we stayed back, NO UMBRELLA!
Soo we froze to death (well, not literally), shivering in the cold rain.
BUT WHO CARES! I still stayed under the rain, it feels really good. Best timing to go for a mini/long jog.
we ended up staying there for almost 1.5 hours. HAHAHAHAH! i mean seriously, even after we shower & the rain is pouring down like mad, we might as well go off without a shower. Some more, we have to walk a distant to the bus stop.
Finally after the rain settled A LITTLE only, we showered & off to Suntec.
Well, i was kinda moody & sleepy. didn't eat, just drink.
Mrt-ed with Benjy. Thanks for lending me your ears =) That's pretty much the day that made me smile widely, before, during & after training.

REACH Dragons are like my real family. The way it was suppose to be.

i just can't take biasness anymore. sick of being the tramp.
my teenage life can't get any worst & i yet, i won't ask for much either.
it's the way games are being played. but i'll still go against it.
i find that it's hard to respect people who LABELLED you as rude-ass when they are one themselves. & thier fuck worst.
they never care, why should i? i don't care if this family is broken.
bcs it's at alr at it's worst peek & i won't bother helping.
i'd continously tried saving it, & continously did without giving up.
Now all blame is on me, why the crap should i be bothered, this family, no one doesn't seemed to mean alot to me.
i find that i'm being brought up the opposite way that i'm suppose too & i've ntg in common with anyone.
there's NTG called love, passion and family.
oh, & i'm being brought up in an uneven society that it's hard for me to accept since young.
right now, i won't talk with or to anyone. i'm hurt & dead enough.
i've learnt alot & alot it is, blaming it all to myself & no one else.
promises. huh, piece of shit.

Blogger & Facebook is fucking up my time to sleep. I have smtg on tmr!!
i'll be deleting this post and replace it with the proper post =)
quick one.
Thursday - GYMing & (maybe) cycling plus Movies.
Friday - (maybe) OBS outting for what's left.
Saturday - REACH training @ SDBA (no updates/photos)
Sunday - Idayu's Advance birthday @ her house. I miss her =D
Monday - Outting with Nafilah before she leave for Indo.
Tuesday - I'll edit & delete stupid posts to put up PROPER post =P

Comp is gonna be ditched by me soon =)

If only i was E.T. i wouldn't need to worry abt phone bill bursting.
Also, the distant calling, roaming won't be charged. How lucky can aliens be!
Some more, it's an instant call. Just swipe you finger out.
Wanna conference, swipe all your fingers out. Now that's what i call portable & handy.
My body is alr aching all over. I couldn't even get up from my bed & even sit down.
(even my butt hurts!)
NVM, tmr shall release all my tensions =) Be back on Sunday! (i guess)

GYM-ing was fun! I can NEVER be serious during those work-outs.
Though, i'm ready to face my body aches on Wednesday though.
Went out with Gina. It was kindaf a last minute plan uh. So we headed off to Novena & walked around.
Still, imma have fun on Wednesday =)
& then Wednesday is when i start my hardcore outting.
Sentosa on Wednesday with the REACHest =D Cycling on Thursday with Siying!! Sentosa ah-gain on Friday but this time it's with OBS Columbus survivors ;D
Last night, Psy slept in my room. We talked continously, laughing non-stop & have our HTHT.
We've missed alot in the family & WE both know why we've ben behaving in such ways & mixing around with diff people.
Oh-Well, we talked till like 5. She slept straight and i only get my sleep at 6am!
wtfart! Woke up at 0730 am to get ready for GYM session, i noticed i woke up too early.
Neat Work Dian.
Now, i need to find books that fits my interest. Most of them are LOVE stories. I'm sick of it =| Even long songs.

He's THAT adorable!

I re-edit almost everything i can so that i could kill some time before i set off.
Mom went IKEA with dad and bought for me TOWELS! I smiled instantly when i got hold of them!
Seriously can't wait for Next Week to come =) I'm really hyped!!
I hafta find time to get my new phone & at the same time change my number (if mom allowed). Don't ask why, if you intend too.
Oh! I pray that mom & dad would agree to sending me for an art course. I wanna get back to sketchings & paintings.
I've lost my momento' alright =(
Planning to crash in Climb Asia Next Next Week once i'm done relieving myself from all the tensions around me. Oh the MOVIES! Yes, that i shall NEVER forget.
Oh, talking of which, I've not met Nabilah Kassim for ages. I wonder how she's doing.
& also hanging out with my senior Jolyn Lai (where's the sleepover?)
Sometimes, i just can't find my answers in the internet. I should find the PERFECT time to really use it.
I've no idea what other things i wanna kill time for =/

Gah! I'm dead restless. Time to really spend my time well while i'm out the WHOLE week.
I'll be hanging out with Mr.Sun & dating Mr.Breeze!
Heaven.